![]() Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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pARt 3..
PART 3
About an hour later Li finally calls Rong....Rong was very curious who could be the person that dial Li number....so he keep putting hints in his words to ask WHo tat Guy IS.....Li SomeHOW HId ThingS up ..anD kEep Turning Things round saying it's his fren.....Rong could not ask who it is...but still remain silence and curious... Days passed yet again...Li have changed into another person...no longer always sms Rong....Rong knew something is wrong..and decides to pay a visit to her working place....Rong went there alone boldly....and reaching there he saw the same guy which ROng always see Li toking to previously in her working place....It's Alex after introduction was done.. Taking first look at Alex...Rong din felt anything amiss and only feels they are frens... Rong was sitting alone in one place while Alex was wif his frens at another area...The amount of time Li spend wif Rong in the pub is soo much lesser then Alex....Rong was jealous...and feels sad....Rong started to feel that Li is attracted to him....After work Rong offered to send Li home...Li hestitate abit and saes ok...Rong was so delighted that Li would actually sit his car instead of Alex's.... Hours passed and Li got off from work....Rong waited downstairs for Li to enter his car...and Rong ask Li...wanna go beach and chill abit?...Li din turn him down and went with Rong.....Sitting down at the sandy beach....with the light ocean waves hitting the shores... Rong and Li chatted happily at the beach....then suddenly Li talk to Rong about Alex...saying that he is a very humourous and fun guy and started toking about him and his friends and the jokes he always crack...Rong listen closefully and althou he was jealous and sad..but he got to keep it cool and not sound it off....It was late then and Rong send Li back home... Questions started to float in Rong's mind...does Li like that guy? Finally it came to a wednesday and it was Li's off day...Rong had alredy planned wif LI that this coming off day...Rong wanna date Li out to clubbing...Li told Rong...."i see first ok ? i confirm wif u again..." Yes and sadly the day when Li is off....Rong din manage to date her out....and Rong ask her..where are u going todae....Li replied.."oh wif my frens, BUt maybe going clubbing"....Feeling rejected and sad....Rong had no other options.... It was until late 10pm + whereby Rong ask whether is Li going to club tonight...Li replied yes and Rong immedialtey decides to go along...Rong had been all outside alone till this golden time 10 pm ..just to wait for Li to goes clubbing and meet her there....Rong was so excited...and decides to meet Li there in the club....Rong reached there an hour earlier and happily awaits Li to appear....Yes she did appear..and this time wif a guy... The guy came closer...and it was..Alex......Rong noes he lost..totally....Alex was charming and well build and rich....Rong noes it is over....Alex actually dated her todae to an outing...Rong was then further introduced to Alex ......Rong had a few buddy together going to this club and after Li decides to go meet Alex's fren ....Rong told his buddy..."i...have lost....!" Rong was totally break down....he noes it over....loving a girl and liking her so much all came to an end...And of course Li never return to meet Rong and his frens whereby Li only stick wif Alex's Fren.....Rong was totally depressed....drinking to his max..and vomitted ...he juz wanna brain wash himself.... The day passed and Rong din have the guts anymore to message Li to send her to work..but to keep to himself at home ...Rong told himself....Am i totally lost?? Would i lose to him?? Rong had never fail chasing 2 of his ex girlfrens..and he wun wan to fail..his determination is strong..and he decides to carry on fighting the battle and not give up.... Rong visited her working place again....this time Rong made excuse saying coming here with his frens to chill...not to sae Alex was there....This time Rong actually brought Gwen down....and was hoping..with Gwen around....Li will come and accompany them more..but not as much as wad Rong expected....Li still went to Alex's side more....Rong was determined to fight...and ask Gwen to help.....By asking Li to go chill after she knock off from work....Li agreed....but it was not agreed for the sake tat Rong is bringing them out..but is cause Gwen was there....... Rong told Gwen everything that he did and he was chasing Li...Gwen noes everything very well and dun like Alex too..Cause Alex seems like a playboy...and Gwen and Rong are very good frens...they share secrets and help out each other...Gwen helped Rong to questioned Li at the CHill out place...Li..." u like Alex isit?" Li told Gwen...."No lah how can it be , his juz a fren and very sociable one" Gwen could not ask more but to ask other questions..." Then how u find Rong..? "Li was supicious and ask Gwen why?? Gwen saes no lah juz asking curious mah....Li replied " ok lo not bad guy...and started to ask if Rong had chances or not...."Li told her maybe ...." and Gwen started asking more others questions..... After these....when all went back home....Rong questioned Gwen and ask her.....Gwen saes..overall impression not bad lah..and he saes Alex and her is not possible one.......Rong was happy and relieve....and Gwen encourage Rong to work harder as Li had juz break off wif her boyfren and could not get over it so fast..so Rong have to slowly wait... But the main thing is..Rong is entering the army....in few months time...about 1 month + and time is running out..if he enters the army..chances and time of seeing Li will be super little and things will get harder....he needs to win her heart b4 he enters army...Rong was very selfish not to tell Li that he is entering army..Yes he is selfish..but reason was he loves Li so much ...that he dares not tell her...But tink back Rong only noes Li for less then a month..going steady is stupid as time is so short....Rong noes that well and noe chances are low...but he always remmeber this..always try while u can...dun wait till one day and and u will regret...weeping in future will not turn things around..life's only once....and it's short..cherish wadveer things around u and never give it up....Next time in future ...at least when u look back..u will noe at least that u have tried..and wun feel bad and sad.... It was finally another off day for Li..and Rong decides to ask Li out agian....This time it was succeed..and Rong was so happy....Rong once remmebered during an outing wif Li.....at a shopping centre and Li was looking at this beautiful pendant..that she likes a lot..it was a butterfly pendant...Rong remmebers every single words she saes...and during that day when he dates Li out...Rong went all the way to the place...and shop for tat item...It was sold out at the particular shop....Rong din give up and try all the shops..driving around...juz to get the pendant similiar one for Li...WHich he was meeting her todae..for a date....Rong spend the whole afternoon searching..and God was on his side..he found it at a shop...it costs more then wad he first expected..but he din care and was willing to spend anything for the sake of Li..Yes the power of love....is giving everything and never feel pain.... Rong date Li to a live band KtV ....Upon reaching there...Rong told Li..."close ur eyes" i have something for u...Li did so...and on the count of 3...Rong passed a box into Li's hand.....Open it up Li........ Li curiously open it up..and to her surprise she saw the pendant she liked in the box....She was very happy and thanks Rong....Rong told her..."As long as u like...it will make my day =)" and Rong din relly tell Li that how much effort he does..to get the pendant....althou Li questioned....but Rong kept it to himself and decides not to boast about it...as wad matters is the heart...not the effort behind it.....as long as wad Li likes...even the moon..Rong will tries his best to get it.... At the Ktv...Rong dedicated her favourite song to her....saying "Stay happy always on the dedication paper..." Li was shocked to hear her name announced by the Live band....and was very happy and thanked Li...Time flies and it was a happy day for Rong..as he noes Li will truly enjoyed herself......and after todae..Rong thought his chances..are slightly higher then Alex now.....but he was wrong.... Things din relly appear that wonderful as usualy things are back..whereby Alex would everyday open bottle at her working place....Alex was a strong competitor too....God gave him charm , looks and money i guess..whereby he could open a bottle of liquor at the pub...and Li could earn commission throught each day from it....Rong was juz a student previously and entering army soon..so he was not tat rich...although he always tell himself..money could not buy everything in this world...but the fact is ...money can relly make someone happier ....no one could deny that..it's a fact in this world... One of the night Rong went back to the pub and decides to send Li home...Li agrees....and Rong brought her to a jetty ...they chatted and Rong pop out wif this question ....." how u find Alex....?" Li's reply was...ok lo not bad guy very humourous.....and Rong ask Li in a jokingly sound..." haha then he never try to chase u meh.....i tink he interested in u..." Li paused for a moment..." actually got lah..but was like few weeks back when i noe him a few days only ....Alex told me he wan to chase me.....but i`am not ready for a relationship...." Rong was kinda sad hearing that....that Li somehow was attracted to him alot....Rong changes topic not to add suspicion....upon walking back ...Rong told Li...see this path towards the main road...." Do u trust me?" Let us both walk with eyes closed to the end of this road and not wavied out into the grass patched....we can do it...." u muz trust me...." Li agreeds and when she closes her eyes off...Rong went out to grab her hands....." ok ready?" Li said "ok" ....and off they go...This was the most memorable moment in Rong's life..holding the person whom he likes..and walking towards a path which he would never wanted it to end.....Upon walking..Rong remain silence....and Rong cheated by opening his eyes a few times...he wanna look at Li's face....and to decide whether to give it up or not....cause he noes..Li will never like him ....she juz treats him as a normal fren....tears dripped off his face..while Li's eyes were still closed....they walk and walk...while Rong was leading the way....still looking into Li's eyes......."to give up or not?" Should i lead her into the grass patch and tell her.."i failed leading her to path of success.."or should i finish the walk wif her...and continue to pursue...my love for her....... To bE conTinUEd...pArt 4..... pOkE heRe @ 5:29 PM
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