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    . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . .

    Name: EsTiQuE mEpH
    Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~
    Hobbies: To Hop around.
    Gender: Male
    Primary school: Da Qiao Pri
    Sec school: St. Gab Sec
    Tertiary School:Temasek Poly
    University:Singapore Institute of Management
    Horoscope: Virgo
    Birthday: 13 Sept 85
    Hair colour: Brown
    Eye colour: Black (doh?)
    Skin colour: In between fair and tanned
    Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633
    Email add: webby008@hotmail.com
    Right or left handed: Right
    Marital status:Iam Gay!
    Siblings: 28 years old sister
    When u wake up: When i feel like?
    When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like?

    . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . .

    Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck
    Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser
    Been hurt emotionally: This question sux
    Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt?
    Been on stage: yeahhs
    Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?)
    Been in love: yEap

    . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . .

    Day: Friday
    Colour: Green
    Food: Japanese food
    Drinks: Plain water
    Number: This one is secret...
    Character: None
    Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet
    Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother)
    Movie: Faces of Death

    . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . .

    Love: 50/50
    Faith: 50/50
    Urself: Lost hope
    Ghosts: er. nope
    Angels: 50/50
    God: 90/10

    . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . .

    Hurt by someone: Maybe
    Miss someone very much: Who dun?
    Cried: Seldom close to none
    Met someone new: No Met someone Old

    . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . .

    Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them
    Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB)
    Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay
    Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s?
    Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt
    How many kids do u want: Gay kids
    Hav kids before marriage: nuuu
    Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed
    What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness
    Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love

    WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE

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    Thursday, July 23, 2009

    Satissssssfaction

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    Some Old PIcs forgot to upload

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    Pics pics again

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    My Poor Blog visitors is declining..by the end of the year i can close down haha

    Satisssssfaction...

    3 Days non stop.. 8 hours of sleep total in 3 days..

    Shagged and pure shagged is just the word !

    SChool...Project..Work...Gyming..Pubbing...Meeting frens for other leisures....Oh Mine miNe...Mr meph..time to slow down eh...

    last 2 MOnths... i could take a good shit at home for all I wan With all the time i have.. but recently..i have to shit on the go...not in the situation whereby i walked and shit my pants..But i mean.. Public toilets Are my most Frequent visit Spot now lol... That explain How Packed My schedule Is ! ..

    Motivation for Gyming Is back...One ass in the gym todae triggered my determination even more...tat guy was such a fag at sTart..But after A while he coMMented tat i had a Nice tee shirt..with the words printed " Your Girlfriend is hot!" his Gentle and charming smile soothes my anger For him A while Ago..where he rudely ASk me TO siam from the gym Equipment...I was like..wtf !! big size big f***? ARggg but end UP I guess...his way Of Communicating Is just this way...

    Aww well... Iam kinda quite free up soon...Tml gonna head for schOOl in the morning to get MY notes pRinted out...Time to Print all the notes at One SHOT ! NO Slacking DAys for mE..iam gonna fill each DAy fuN packed and WOrk PAcked or wadever U call it....

    despite Being So Busy..Iam always Free in the night ! always can date me out if u want ;p ..but only girls allow ok ? hahahah kidding ;p

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    pics pics wadever

    ON a side note..my tution kids are pretty cute sometimes..i can't Stop smiling or joKing wif them sometimes...I remembered i once din pretty much likE KIds ...Coz they are such a Nuisance..But after Being wif them For QUite some time...They relly made mY day SOmetime...Tution teaching IS relly a good PAthway for Me..whereby I get to learn back My basics for English...training Stronger ON MY Foundation...And getting the feel of How IMportant MOney is to each familes... and How much MotherlY Love get one KId get....And lastly Not forgetting the kids RellY Made MY working Experience An enjoyable one !... But sometimes they got the shit outta me...

    Student A : ( While reading the passage...there is such a word call "best"....)
    Student A : Still reading it..he suddenly read the best as.....BREAST !!!

    Myself : i was like laffing like MAd laa....cannot tahan....i still WAnna joKe back saying...U need miLK? hahah..

    Oh well..sometimes they rellY made my day...There are more JOkes thou...and Sometime theres lOsta Stupid Questions..BUt bear with it..its My job..Iam satisfied with the PAy and THe TIme spend...I love mY life now..But i needa more time to get out wiTh frens....Iam not gonna sacrificed my sleep Again from now...I need sleep badly....

    Ok iam Off

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    MY NEW "BEST" wahahha

    PS : Out of the list...who is the one ? Iam lost...i treated everyone so equal with no difference...


    pOkE heRe @ 12:02 AM

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    Thursday, July 16, 2009

    ButterFactory

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    Aightsss Butterfactory last night was pretty fun.. Been Long since I ever Clubs... Or rather DAnce? I can't imagine it man..I heard some Bones Cracked Thou..Guess Age's Catching UP haha.. WEnt WIf Sw , QQ , Cher , Janice and Jane..had vodka 700ML ! ..graveyard..and headed round 2 to Sebai For Beer....Sebai Still pretty entertaining..

    OH well recapped for lASt 2 days events..

    - School as usual...
    - Work as usual...
    - Meetup wif frens as usual..

    In short...life is fuck up...with majority of the time at work...unlike other countries..working short hours and getting perfect pay !

    Just dyed my hair.. Natural brown now..guess its almost black...met up wif shernice just now and She commented tat there is no different ! lol..wad a failure i am..haha but is ok ...i tink this is the right tone for a tution teacher ;p ahhahahah


    Plannings for next week..
    - More dinners with frens line up~

    Life is all about dinner... EAT TILL U DROP ~~ lol

    PS : Finally iam giving up on the puzzle..



    pOkE heRe @ 11:19 PM

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    Tuesday, July 14, 2009

    Totally messed up meal times !

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    Its quite addictive lol

    Ive totally LOst track Of wad Is bReakfast Lunch Or dinNER !

    too IndulGed iN Sleep and work And plAYing ive Guess..Ive pretty mUch Lost count of the meals i ate each day...At weird timings..can Be LIke First meal of the day at 6pm !! then 8 Pm Another...lastly supper can be as late as 5 am in the morning!! i need to start having mY meals are regular timings !! this is going bad...

    Alright QUIck Updates...
    met UP PeilIng for Dinner a Coffee CluB besides Cine yesterdae....Ordered Some Pastas and stuffs..and My fav Strawberry MilkShake..(iam so wanna shake) ... we spend a solid 2 hours..talking lots of RubbiSh... topic Focuz Mainly ON previous Ex gf/bf... thou I tink MIne was more dramatic then anyone's else.. lol..Not forgetting our tutu train jokE lol..


    Ok well then Headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza to meet up Mitra...been 2 years ever Since i last saw Her...Din relly remember how she lOok like... And the first thing She said when She saW me...
    OMG MEPH !! You grew SO MUch taller..I was like..wad the hell..mY height was all the while 175CM + ... since she LASt saw me...Maybe she had actually grew SHorter instead ;p wahaha Lucky u DUnO mY blog..Or else I tink U gonna Whack me when U see me lol..

    After tat WAited for her to Knock Off..and We actually intended to Head for Kboxing..But end up..I suddenly felt it was quite tiring and DUN tiNK i can tahan all the way till 3am..So i told them to Head to serangoon Circus to K garden..Much cheaper and timing ends at 1..which I would be hOme Sweet HOme earlier by then.. BUt to my horror..upon reaching..It was full house...leaving wif no choice..but to Head to Ice Cube right again 2 times this week alredy !! Ordered the usual Ring of fire..and saw the cute girl there wahaha.. din catch her name thou..but somehow a trainee....shes cute ! 100% rating ! lol..

    alright after tat We got bored..and i rang up MR guang..and we decided to Play LAN !! lol..its been like years SInce i touch this shit...Can't believe this.....And we Played Left 4 DEAD !! quite addictive Thou ahahah..its quite fun relly ! lol..

    ok then makan wif Guang for supper at LIke 5am in the morning..and headed hoME for Sleep..

    Woke up Today and Went for Tution teaching..3-6pm..Then Head HOme to Complete some PARts of the project i ought tO complete...DId a pretty nice joB thou... I tink I spend a solid hour Brainstorming and Typing in good English..I feel so proud lol...My words are quite chim ok ! being a tution teacher relly helps alot in my English language.. Lol...

    SUppose to be loan shark todae and chase parents for tution monEY lol..but end up i tink he wanna continue Tution..thus i din Head over...

    Oh yea forgot to update last 3 days stuffs...Quick onE WIll Do ..

    - Frog leg porridge at geylang with channel and frens...headed for Obessed Movie at cine..Home Sweet HomE After tat...

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    Beyonce is a babE!

    PS : Mindy i tink iam giving up on my last piece of jigsaw puzzle.. !! its not working lol...
    I tink iam giving up on it...its so tiring and i hate the cycle over and over again..lets wait for fate.




    pOkE heRe @ 1:20 AM

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    Friday, July 10, 2009

    Happy Birthday Ah XiU~

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    HappY bIRthdaY god SIs...

    SIS aR..Happy BIrd DAy...HopE u Enjoyed the outing todaE!

    Headed to scHooL in the Afternoon For PRoject meeting... Well..get to See last group member Victoria ~ ...got new smoking kaki liao haha... therefore Wun Be reluctant to SmokE neXt time hAHah..But still..Iam cutting down lots on Cig...reasons being..iam NOt Sharing here ! lol.. NExt Few DAys WilL Be A real Test for mE to refrain from SMOking...i Noe i can DO it..coz Determination Always Live in Me ;p

    RIght After Took Transport all The way to AMK..HAd A 5 mIns DInner.YES 5 miNS..iam wondering how did i manage to do tat lol...ARmy trained ok ;p fit one haha..


    Then headed to AMK for tution..( I tink iam so gonna mention this tution word for the rest of my blog) hahah thou Is sounds Irritating to the readers out there hAHa...

    Oh Well after tat RUsHed Down to Kovan Area to meet up Xiu , Ting and Kw... Oh well call me a bus idiot..I took bus 72 and ended up..almost 1 district further From My destination kovan lol.. Then took a solid 30 mIns walk all the way there..sweating like a mad di*k.. OH well it was warm seeing them and xiU offered me A packet of Tissue for the sweat..Omg Iam so touched haha..Thanks sis.

    Oh well then KW decides tat we HEad to ICe Cube at Circus for Ice cream..and i din Noe He Drives todae !! if not i WOuld just ask him to come PICk Me uP lol...instead of walking tat freaking 30 MIns of Hell. OK had fun cracking lame Shits and JOkes..."CHi BAO, SHUI JIAO , DA GUN GUN " lol..this is one hell of a joke...

    Ok after tat heaDed Home..COurtesy of KW who sent me homE..Gum XIa..

    LIfe's pretty much occupied lately...but iam satisfied...but theres still a piece of puzzle yet to complete...mindy noes wad it is ! lol..dun tag it out ok ! this will be the last piece i need ! and iam looking forward to it...lets Hope It Happens !

    PS : I noe its not gonna happen..but still i give it a last shot.


    pOkE heRe @ 1:50 AM

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    Thursday, July 09, 2009

    Totally clocked

    totally run Down The clock ...

    72 Hours Of JUst pUre PLay ..Work...RunnIng ARound..I never felt such Extreme SAtisfactioN This MUch HAhaha...

    Last 2 DAys...

    - Went FoR tution in the afterNoon
    - Then headed to MarinA SQUAre to Meet up Chann , JoaNne and ONe oF chann's Fren to Kenny Roger's For Dinner.. Then hEAded to The Above for PooL session... Right After..we Headed to Serangoon's K gARden and SIng out Beautiful voices oUt..(my ass...i have such a Crap voiCe) ahaha...Then After tat HEaded To PoOL at HOugang Mall....Then Bedok Jetty Then LAStly HomE sweeT HOme..Pretty Shagged After Such Long day...

    NExt Day WOke up ... tutioN As Usual Then HEaded to Accompany Chann to Raffles city To Buy Agnes B Pouch..Headed for SOkuDo Streets Of Japan..then Headed To telok Blangah...past Memories involve haha..Then met up Wif guang ANd Another Chann's Fren call Nana or something lIke tat...HAd Lots oF crap Toking ALong the WAY..then lastlY HEaded For Newton Circus For Supper then HEaded to golden MIle for POOL session.. Hmmz..

    TodaE! Woke UP feeling real Shagged Despite SLping for 7 Hours.. WEnt for tution teaching...Full Day todae...Afternoon and NIght tution...Then Met up Jane , edelyN and guang For Dinner..then Headed to B-boX at Hougang Green..tilL right now...2 Am blogging...

    Tml Another full Day..
    - Project meeting in the morning till afternoon
    - NIght Tution ( 1 student )
    - Xiu's BIrthday ..gonna meet at kOvan Awww..
    - Lastly Supper

    Alrights i need sleep..nites all !

    PS : Looking forward to each moment...


    pOkE heRe @ 1:29 AM

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    Monday, July 06, 2009

    New frens and New frens...

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    WinniE and Meph..At Dempsey Pub...a DAy I truly regret..( Not cause going OUt with Them..But some SHit Happen)

    I once TolD Louise A joke..tat i Only got her and Guang on mY pHOnebOOK contact list..I only got 2 frens haha...

    alright met up wif diff gang of Frens lately..

    ON Friday i ThiNK iam relly a super man...

    I rushed about 6 pLAces JUst in 12 Hours....

    - Ive went To SchoOl For the First DAy IN the mOrning...senT mY dad TO Work Then headed For School...


    - Right After Headed to Clementi Wif SIM mates to Makan and Tok cok Session..Been Long since i last Met them..And Din Noe they Noe So much Things ABout mE all this while..Blog kILLS ! Iam felt so naked Right IN front Of them.. Haha..

    - After tat Headed For Teaching Tution At Serangoon.....Soon Had Dinner then HEaded Home then To Teach ANother Student again LAter in the eveniNg at Hougang.. NOthing New about teaching..EVeryTHing JUSt Came To MY mINd easily...IAm satisfied..

    - At night...Decided to Head down to SHin BAr ...had quite somE drinks...OH well then HEaded to Bishan SIn MIng to Collect SOmEthing then Headed Prawning WIf Cher and her Cousins...spend 15 BUCks oN PRawning...and catch WAs pathetic...2 PRAWNS ONLY..Wt...ONe PRawn $7:50 lo... SOmemore the prawn Is AS SMall AS mY Palm SIze...Cooked IT up can't even fill 1/1000000000 Of mY Stomach.. Damn..

    - RIght After hEading to makan At coffeEshOP and Then HOme Sweet HOme.... Argg..Its SO tiring.. full 24 Hours..from 6am WAke UP to school...Till 5AM + reaching hOme and Sleep...Tution Teaching the NExt day...Iam FullY Shagged..

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    Boozer PUb thou..DAn dan and Of Coz mE on The right.

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    Dan DAn Caught mE red HAnded !! lol.

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    Snapped Shot..I have no IDea when Did She took This.

    Last wed Headed Down TO Boozers Pub had a DriNK WIf JEss and NOe a NEW BIao MEI ! haha... Then headed For ROund 2....Still AS shagged..DIn Attend SChOOl next day..i Felt Guilty !!

    OK Last NIght SAturday...At night mEt up Wif Louise For Supper at Botanic Garden PRata...Topics Circulate AROund SEtting UP business...ALl Boils DOwn to..Toking iS said EAsily Then Done....WHen Come DOwn To Doing it...Many Problems Will BE FLoating...

    HOme Sweet HOme..wake up Todae SUnday.. Headed to Meet JY , bert , ZJ and KL for Dinner/ SUpper... Its Been REal Long I Seen them...Had fun TOking And Chatting Till 4AM then after tat head home to blog...

    Tml WIll BE another shagged DAy... Heading to SChooL to Pay The damN SchoOl Fees then Heading for Tution in the afterNoon..Night Tution cancelled tml..thus IAm Freeeee for the night..anyone wanan date lonely me out? haha..

    LAstly This week Thursday..Met up wif TIng and Xiu and KW For Birthday celebration...And SHishA wif Mates i Guess..NO date Confirmed...faster confirm LEi !!!

    haha ok PIcs UP..Nights !

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    A Damn Nice SHoP Name LA....Vari Nice Eating house LOL

    PS : Life goes on...and everyone seems so busy..slow down pple...theres always time for Everyting !


    pOkE heRe @ 4:04 AM

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    Wednesday, July 01, 2009

    The wee hours...

    yeS the WEe HOurs and Iam Right here BLogging...

    Just HAd a lOng lOng day...Thou 5 HOurs of Tution Aren't ALot..BUt the travelling AROund took ME A gooD soLId Hour Or So...

    New student ToDAy..A priMAry 1 Boy ANd pRimARy 3 Girl....Come to TiNK of The past WHere I was lIke them..LEarniN how to Do The basic AdditioN SubTractioN..MultipLicatioN And DiviSion...It all Seems LIkE ABC to Me RIght NOW..LooKing at their Exam papers...i Was Left Wondering..WHy Can't I seems to Score Full MArks lASt time... Haha..iAM pretty SUre if i WAs to Take the paper..AN 100 MArks Will Not be Spared ;p I wouLD bASically GRAb All the poINts OUT there and FASciNAte THe teacher and MAking mYself a Gifted Student hAha..

    OH Well..Woke up At 12 + PM..then Prepared ANd HEaded to AMK to teach the students...After tat it was about 6pm..HAd MY Dinner...A FIsh Cutlet Spagetti ..WEe mY fav SpAg... After tat HEAded to Teach the Sec 2 Student..I always Felt reLUctant to Go over this student PLace..as Teaching HIm Is quite teDIOus..BAsICally SOmetimes..HE Bombard Me wif Questions SUch as ..WHY DOES THE SKY LookS SO RED WHen its GOING TO RAIN...

    GOD damn it..i WAs likE ...WTF ...UR syllabus DUn Require u TO NOe tat..BUT as A teacher.. I tried ( I REPEAT TRIED) to ANswer HIs DumB question...REasonS for the SKY Being REd when GoinG to RAIN? OH SIMPle la...

    Meph : U noe WHY? ( Knowing that sec 2 REquires BIRth Control, Sexual Education TOpics) i Told HIm...BECAUSE...the sky IS HAVing MEnstruation CYCle..THus BlooD needs to Be Discharge...LOL

    OK i was kidding..

    I simplE use mY Own theory ANd Explain SOme SHitty Things to HIm.....Coz I told HIM SOmething ABout the SUN Shining oN it.. and Cause The Clouds iS too dense..and thus Reddish Effects Appear..god DAMn it..wadever ...sec 2 Would not question Much but "believes" what the great Teacher Teach him...Fuck this..


    OH Well..after tat I headed The journey HOmE...Was TolD to Head DOwn to Parklane to meet up ..BUt Was Too Tired and LAZy to Travel ALl DA way DOwn..

    Right now its like 4am...And SOmething Ran Thru My mind...Tinking oF What Mrs. T wrote on her bLog..Something Bout LIStening to Emo songs..u Will tend to Be unhappy...And guess wad..This random god DAmn Freaking song BY Wu Ke Qun - SHA Gua JUst played while i was HAving mY Stick OF nicotine..

    "QI SHI Ta Zuo De Huai SHi WO Men Dou Dong ( Every bad things she does...we all knew it)"
    "XIANG XINg Zhe GE TA BU YI Yang ( Believing She changed for the good)"
    " Sha Gua Wo MEN DOU YI YANg ( Dumb ass just like me) "

    OH Well...CAme BAck To pONder oN ..HOw well So n SO Treated Me so damn blardy good and I Just diN Cherish it...things are just this way....ONe UsuallY DuN Cherish Much When SOmeone TReats u good.. WHen Its all over and gone..U start TO regret..

    Miss A Was So Nice to ME back Then ... Guess i was too Young and Immature..and DIn cherish it well.. If time Can turn BAck..i wouLD nEVer let THis chance go away...

    Miss L was so sweet too..Bought things for me during so and So occasions... THings that i Still Wore and Cherish TIll This day...BUt it was Not mY fault..It Was hers...BUt guess I Would Still cherish Those THings SHe bOught foR me...CoZ She relly Noes wad I want and need...( NOT SEX)

    Miss M was the sweetest Wife to be i got to sae... DOtes oN mE..treat Me LIke a Treasure...always Giving in and Such....but just too POssesive... tats WHy we broke.. But still WhiLE packing My Room Tat day...Memories Flashed Thru My MInd....Shes wrote A good Memory IN mY life diary..I will never Forget her..

    OUt of All the R/s i Had..this 3 Are real Significant ONes to Mention ABout..THey are the ONes that I din Grab hoLd Well Enuff in The past...If onLy i coulD turn BAck time....naive is just the best suited Word FOr ME back Then...IMMature too..

    Till This last bitch who Entered mY life...Ive alredy DOne Things BEyond Imagination..doings THings Surpass HUmans Capability...ANd Yet....SHe Made me A fool and Make full "use" of me... Thou ONe WIll SAe..wads there to Lose for guys? For god sake...WE(man) know What Love is too.. Love relly made onE Blind..Aud said tat to mE previously too...U will JUst do Every Thing BeyonD UR LImits and Create that Spark needed.... ( AI QIng Chong HUn Le Tou) (Love BRainwashes ONeself) ... tiNKing back Of all the things ive DOne For her....LIKE mR guang Once said...Why waste TIme on her..Isn't iT better to Do THis For Someone ELse..? Not for SOmeone WHo Is SO FLirt and All OUt to Play one OUt....

    What MOre can U Expect..When breaking UP is gonnA Occurs...jUST BEcause Someone Said SOme Shit ABout me and my past...SHe RAther CHoose to LISten to wad Others SAy..DEspite me doing so many Wonderful things for her? Lending her a SUm of Amt For Her divorce?

    I dun even Have a chance to Explain Myself and defend Myself... She just listen to one bitch tat SMS her telling her all about My past and Stuffs.. even breaking Up..she CAn't be BOTher to Let me Explain And defend mYself..Just Be Cold and choose to Ignore me... And i WAs SO fucking Nice to Help Her BOrrow MOney All From MY god Bro and Sis just to hElp her Out IN her Divorce Fees... It took Me So MUch troublE and Pride to Borrow From MY closed onEs...and After she gotten the mOney she just loosen things UP and give excuses TO break UP...

    HAve U Even Got a damn Bloody Heart? Does Evilness Which U once were to me...Filled ur miND once again?? Its so true to believe.." NEVER BELIEve THOSE TAT HURT U b4"
    ALl i can sae..U Acted Damn farking well all these 2 mONths..ur PLot , ur Everything will SIMplY wins U best actress(bitch) award 2010...

    Blame Myself For Being Blind...For I could simply take revenge oN u...but i Choose noT to Do So...Coz mY mind iS not as Evil as u .... i Mean Whats the POint of Being evil IN life....Life is JUst so short..Can't one just BE nice? At least U feel Better when U close ur eyes Each Day...Ive still Got so Much to TOk about u ...each day passed and iam so vexed and IRritated about All those wonderful THings I did For u .. Why WAs I So FOolIsh...Right now no one WOuld wanna be in MY State... Ive bet the sms u said..."i wished to Help u ..but i can' right now...i noe how tough position u Are in now..." Is all Just Purely Words from the foot of urs... u din even freaking shed a tear ive guess..lets Hope ur daughter woulD not FoLlow ur footsteps...and karma will come for u...

    IF u happen to read this and wanna confront me.. dun hesitate..

    PS : Sorry for the above post to those readers out there... i just need a place to throw my emotions into...blog is the best place for it.. after this post i will be ok !








    pOkE heRe @ 4:09 AM

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