 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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DAmn I Can't believe Ive Craving For CiG again..CAn't believe i went Down to 7-11 and Get ONe pack todaE...iAM trying to Quit..Yet iTS hard...Thou Iam rellY Social..About a pack for 4 days Or so..hAHa but still I wanan try to Stop..BUt recently too Much Stufs HappENing..I Need relY on Cig to Clear mY MInd..
I juZ saw Something Sia on the frenster...Surely Got pplE ka Jiao WEi Agian..BUt THen again....I can't DO anything to Stop Those HappENing.. What she gonna heard then so be it...iam NOt tat sort of person anyway..but i rellY WIshed tats not happENing.. Damn vexed... Planned Out mY schedule For Studying This mONth liao...DAmn..ONlY 2 oFF days A week LOl...one week 5 dayS of Studying pLus 2 dayS Off.. IAM goNNA meet up wif her more often if i can haha...juz Felt her special...but i NOe things aren't tat sImplE...So many Things are Drifting Apart man...iAm loSIng lIke ALot oF stuffs..hAI...mY blog selDOm TOk about all these SHit...BUt i CAN't help BUt to Refer to My Dear Diary... Before i Start SCoLdinG and vexing OUt My Anger and Depressed..I tink I better end mY note here... PS: NB CB ! lol pOkE heRe @ 2:35 AM Sunday, September 28, 2008 Expect nothing..and nothing will dissapoint u
hAhaha..Yea JUz Met uP wif Harry , Priscillia , Selene....WEnt SHi ShA At start...Actually wanted to mahJOng Todae...Last mIN Audrey SAe Dun wan lol..THEn lan Lan lo...hA.. After SHi Sha...THen HAppen to Msg Sharon..Then She saId She at QB puB there...So I decideD to Pop by And Sae hi =)...
yea She IS cute..haha She Still ASk me To bUy The toy for Her..ha and I guess She probAbly Bought ONe For HER ownself oSo? haha.. But end OF the day..i Tink I saW her Crying WHile REading HEr sms...hEy sharon..If YA reading this Blog...HOpE EveryThing OK For u Eh..JUz Take THings eaSY man..If U need Any Xtra EArs To SHare uR woes..Iam Always There =) Nice SEeing U todae ....Cheer up k =) AlRIght After Tat Decided to Head HOme..damN Tired..Probably The gym Todae HIts Me Hard...IAm Wishing FoR a better Body BuilD...IAm NOt at the RIght siZE noW haha.. SOmeone POP Out A QUestIOn to mE lately... "meph Will u get Emo Easily?" To mE..I Guess Emo Is not RellY in My dictioNARy.....Ive Long Forgotten What is SAd.... i JUz wanna LIve mY days HappIly Wif Frens ARound..Brothers SIsters So on.... Life iS about hoW U Pass IT daily..Not About HOw things aFfect u Daily....It All ABout HOW u CHoose Ur DOings and What U expect.... NoThing Is IMpossiBlE... ALright mAN..Tats aboUT iT..Time to Slp...ANd I gotta Study Tml Le...I failed mY econs test...7/15...DAmn SAd lA..I need to BUck UP...NOthing'S More iMPOrtant then Getting MY gooD Grades...Afterall Its THe path I choosen..To study =) Nights FolKS! pOkE heRe @ 5:22 AM Wednesday, September 24, 2008 Hectic weekend till last night..
Well..what more can i sae....5 DAys OF Pure NIght LIfe...
Starting From Friday...WEnt hALo BAr To celebrate SIong wei and Louis BIrthday...The games Are FantastiC... WE PLayed true OR dare Hahha..Noe LOts oF Secret ..Some REal UNexpected Stuffs.... APologies To Those Whom I had Offended....true OR dare i alwAyS plAy veRy Hiong onE pai sey hAHha... Then End UP WE Played "MoNa LiSA" lol..WE LAugh Till ALmost EVeryone Got Cramps On Their Stomach....Some With Tears ON their Eyes.. lol...WEll I HopE The BIRthday Boy's EnjOYed themselves =) Happy Birthday Tho =) virgo LIke Me ROx LOL hahah.. Came To SAturday... Well Met up AleX jasmen Audrey and mInmiN(jasmen's Fren) And WANted to Go golFing lol..BUt too BAd AlL close liao...SO we finished SHi SHa then went To Punggol Marina For Prawning LOl..And PooR alex Spend 2 Hours..and Caught NOthing....I told HIm to JUmp Inside and catch..Not to waste the 30 BUcks he spend lol... LUcky iam the WInner lol..i CAught 2 Sia aha..Althou Not very BIg la...BUt At least got 2 hAHha...MAI HIam BEy PAI la... CAme Sunday...Met Up AlEX Audrey and Jasmen Again..ACtually INtended to Go Timbre..BUt End up There too Hot ...WE WEnt to Christal's Ktv PUb instead....And For Farking First time..we ORdered.... 2 JUgs OF...........PURE GREEN TEA AND PURE COKE..even Christal WAs ASking..SERIOUS? lol........ Coz all 3 of US Driving..Bo Pian aha...LIke that Actually GO KTV better sia... Haha...End UP till 3 am..we decided To go 97 For KTv Session..Coz WE din SAng ENuff lOl...Saw June working at Liquid..Haha WEnt TO chat wif Her abit..Then OFf i Went to Club 97....Memories still there....my past 1 year....ALl the memories haha..BUt ITs Closing At End oF this mONth I heard....Good mAN..i Dun wan to see this plAce again..This PLace full Of Sorrows..and Fights..and many more.... i wuN forget my past 1 year Over there..the new meph tat He change into..... Came Monday....decided to go 97 again lol...Coz Wanna SIng K...this time wif..Daren , Jasmen , Alex , Bebe , Serene....hMmz..Well Sing abit then Go HOme liao..Coz SOme need to Work tml lol...BUt still almost no voice liao..AND GUESS WAD.....TUESDAY COMES! anD 97 Again.. Wtf man..3 days in a row...report duty sia.. hahah REach there this TIme wif SOme new people..BUt i DUno ALl lol....Got Alex , Alex's Fren , Darren , Jasmen , Angela , Serene , Bebe and..1 more uNknown ..lol...Guess Age Catching UP man...I went DOwn the dance FLooR wif them..and Can't believe iam DAncing techno Hahah..all the stupid lIquid RAve lol... and..i can farking feel My bones Cracking left and Right..damn..old liao haha...23 stilL at DAnce FloOR haha..buT is ok La...Ive ENjOyed MYself....IN life All it matters is ENjoy...nothing else beats tat... OH yA and i Did Study ok !! i din play thruout lOL....Studied on Tuesday With Audrey...At TP ...BUt ONlY finished mY chapt 2..Tonight I gonna Hit ON mY chapter 4 and 5...iF not Times' Running oUT..28th oct is the Exams...Iam LIke 1 month away from Now...not much Time to MUg...Need work Hard..this SEmester is Tuff ! todae Suppose to go with them To MOS..lol if go again..tats LIke 6 days in A row..how to TAHAN ! lol....very Leong lately liao..PLus MUM nagging each day..Need to REllY find A jOb right After mY Exams..IF not...haha .. Alright Tats all About It..Time to Rest and Start abit of Self study..=) pOkE heRe @ 11:23 PM Thursday, September 18, 2008 Birthday's over..back to work
 Sam Ong , Meph , Louis , Siongwei  I HAve no IDea Where Are all The cameras LOl..See JIe YIng wanna Seduce Me.. She Touchign MY Laps LOl Tao YAn..  The babes of the night Yea BIRthDAy WAs over FInally..Spend QUite alot Tho..BUt ive EnjoYEd mYself... Celebrated My BIrd DAy at My old WorkPLAce....Carribean 2 At KamPOng Bahru... HmmZ let me give a Special Thanks to Those WHo came Down And Celebrated this Special Day Wif Me... Sim Mates : Jie YIng , Charlotte , Sam Ong , Sam KOh , Siong WEi , julian , lOUis , Alex , Audrey, LynEtte and Lynette's Bf. LOl for Some Reasons There are DIffernet grouP of Frens..SO i gonna lISt them by groups LOL Group A : Jess , SArah...Thanks for coming..Thou u girls TOok A long time to Find the PLace..And SweaTing LIke mAD when u Reach..But i relly Appreciate u Girls cAme..Thanks.. Group B : Guang , Melody , Edelyn , john... THanks guy and giRLs..You guys Made the Effort...Special Thanks to Ah guang..For Bringing Me HOme..Thou I Vomit lIke fark..and u HAve to tolerate ALl MY NonSense.. LOl ... IN the cab i sae " WO qian NI Yi Ge Ren qing" tats RUbbiSh oK lol.. i duno WAd i sAying AHah i Dun wan to qian U ren Qing... LOl Group C : Mindy , Mindy's Bf(ryan i tink i got the name correct tho LOL) , Jackson and Qiang Liang... SPECIAL THANKS TO JACKSON AND QIang LIang..Without U 2..I PRObABLY wun Get so HIgh anD Fun.... Tat martell and Beer was RELLY Over mY limit..u GUys ROcks mAn...WiThout u 2 ..I wun Be ablE to get tat Drunk lol..DunO sHud i Thank u GUys oR not..Coz U guys MAde me Drunk leh LOl Group D : Cynthia, JasminE , Alvin ...Thanks for the present...every year we Will celebrate each Others Birthday RIght hAHa..NExt onE Shud BE next year liao.... i WIll bE there to celebrate.. jAS and Cyn are mY best Frens I ever Know why i working At 97 ... Love u 2 much much..Muacks lol... ( no other feelings involve ok lol) Group E : Myleen and Jessie...Apologies for all Those vomit i Made in The pub..althou U Guys can Actually SwiM in mY PooL of Vomit..I relly vomit alot..close to 1 Hour lol... Special Thanks to Selene lol...Thanks for the BIrthdaY present Which IS nOT attending my PARty LOlx... Thanks for making my 23rd Birthday A memorable one...In life..without all These Frens aRounD me..i Will relly CoMmit Suicide..Iam pretty Touch that u guys made all the effort to Come Down... once AGAIN BIG LOve AND THANKS....  SaM Ong , Meph , charlotte
 Char And guang In fact i was quite sad ...Coz the most important SMS din came....i waited full 24 hours the next day For it..but still it wasn't here..but is ok..Mabe She is JUz too buSy....i WIll nEver Forget her BIrthday thou =) Ur the one I miss the most over the times... Thanks to those sms tat i REceived.... Especially old frens like Xiao wan ! .. haha Surprise U remmeber mY birthday =) Thanks eh we meet up soon =) Thanks to My ex gf..Angel =) ur the 1st in Sms to wished me =) hmmZzZ Thanks to Wingangel From SG , Adora , gelinE(frenster Wished) .....Sia LA abit Forget who SMS me liao...HmmZ TiNK still Got QUite a Few..BUt i was too Drunk To See those SMS... Haha BUT Still wanna thanks To All Those Who WIshed me... And lAstlY Sorry XSB for Not able to tell U the directions..U sms Me too late..i was Drunk by 12am lEH.. lol  my Hair RoX? Lol Even thou this is me....not very Popular Among Pple..and i Noe ple dun lIke mE..But Surprise I still have so MUch frens around Me...bUT still iam HAPpy to Know ALl of u guys.. =) Lets See...A recap Of wad hAPpen ON mY birthday... HmmZ staRTing took cab To there..With guang and Charlotte...HmmZ well i know how Drunk I wilL be..so Iam Smart..i only Brought mY IC and $250 Cash ON hand..ANd i pASsed All OF them TO ah guang..Coz I noE..when iam Drunk..i can even lose all mY Clothes...( lol tok cok one) But hOpefulLY NO onE will rape me..iam Juz too Cute..many wanna rape me lol......  See I can't even BOther Looking at the Drink His LIghting lOl fReaking FlaMIng Lambo i jUz hate iT  Tats it ... lol  My lovelY cake BY Jie Ying =) Thanks haha then we REach there..Starting not much REach Yet..till Later Timing..ONe by OnE called ME and ask For lOCation..dammIt its Damn hARd to TEll them The Exact plAce..the plAce is kInda HArd to FInd..Its juZ right oPposite SGh and nEAR poLIce canToment Thou..hA....Blah blah..Then slowly one BY One arrive..I tried to Down alot oF plain Water at start....To neutralize the Alcohol...BUt the mOment jackson And QIan LIAng comes..iam as good AS dead... Hha after They Offered mE ..MARtell Plus Beer..30 MIns later..i can feel my toes are not touchign the ground Alredy....Iam LIke Floating liKe a ghost lol... No la ...but Then was relly 3/4 Dead.. and Drunk..BUt well..After tat I remember Someone ORdered A flaming LambogHini...After tat...I tink I have been vomited and PUking lIke merlion... its hard to See at esplAnade..U can see one Live one at pub...rare huh..After tat...I tink I Gone Crazy When guang senD me HOme..I started to Whack Stuffs liKE mad..and Duno how Mange to REach HOme..My MUm and dad Leave me oN the grounD in the lIving ROom to Sleep lOl..and NExt day I woke UP Feeling DAmn HEadache and Dizzy....BUT iam freaking HARdworking..I Still went To school At 9 am..i was Told i Slept and reach HOme arounD 3am...When i WAke up I rushed to School. kinda late...was Suppose To attend COmmercial LAw class..ITs damN Freaking IMportant..BUt to My Horror..When I REach there..I Still feel LIke vomiting LOl..And can't believe INstead oF listening to The damn LEcturer..IAm there Sleeping for 3 Hours dreaming Of my Babe lol....Someone Even Poke MY dream BUbBle LOl ... I duN Even Noe Wads Going ON IN schooL and WHose Sitting bEsides me lol.. Oh WEll..Then it waS night TIme ..I Went TingZ , Xiu , And KOk ...for DInner at SUshi Teh....To celebrate mY BiRthday =) Ive enjOYed MYself too..The food WAS Sumptous..thou..Even we saw a Rat on Top of the ceilIng at the End....WE stil felt it was Ok LOl .....Thanks for the Ang Baos ...ESpECially The green Ang BAo LOl...From KOk....WAh LIew i Not mALay La...even Thou I told Crystal iam mALay And She BElieve LOl ..too BAD it was Found out ;p...  i LoOK UglY iN this PIc lol  cheers LOL~ Well it all Ended on saturday..And i was Dead Beat..Slept LIke mad..And Wake up nExt DAy..Rush Our Marketing Project..They met at my House at 12 Noon..Damn..Do Till 12 am in The night....Oh Mine..My LIFE IS SO FILLED and PACked..IAM LOVING it (MAcdonald Slogan lol).... Oh well...come MOnday It wAs darren's Birthday...celebrated His BIRtHday At K box at Hougang PLaza...Sorry Bro Not mUch vitamiN M left..OnlY can afford A cakE now ;p hopE u EnojOYed ur DAy ok ! =) Finally At night Came...WE PLAyed MAHjong LOl..And I lose Zzz..DOH lol....but iS ok la..after tat WE went easT coast to Play PooL... i tried out the basket Ball machine..The YU le Bai fen Bai always Got the XIao Zhu PLAying onE lol..i Hit 250++ leh LOl....not bad..first timer Leh hahaha.... OK tats abOUT all Those Shit i Do lately...and Todae I WENT to schOOl to Study WIf Char, Lynette And germaine....well not very Productive..ONlY did One chapter of mY marketing..Dammit I Suck...Tonight i gonna Rush oNE more chapter...I REllY wanna get good grades For mY Upcoming Exams..Iam Determined.... LAtely SmokE liKE chiMNey again....getting Very sick of myself..Duno Why..juz hate the Way I am....Why am I born this Way...Hai...ONE day I will surelY Not BE the uSUAl Self I am...I duN wannA do Those stuffs...i WIll Stop mAN..... I need DetermiNation Thou....God grant Me Those pls..... Pls i hate to get Emo..Fug tat EMo IN life... Iam Lookingn Forward Now..With This Blog..i Shall End with..GOOD NIGHTS ..  cool~  hahahahHAH Duno wad to type liao damn tired liao la...Type SO many Pics names lol pOkE heRe @ 12:31 AM Tuesday, September 09, 2008 MoodlESs SIa
iAM So damN Bored lA ..noW in SchoOL likE Doing Nothing lo....Slacking IN the sTudenT LoungE LIke DisturbiNg JIe Ying 's grouP Project loL...Tink Jie YIng gonNA KilL me lE lol..
WAke UP KInda Late toDae...Then IMMEdiAtely ZHang ZUi (batH) then rush to SchooL liAO..coZ Kinda LAte siA...lol Met uP did SOme pROject Work...We mEt up At nGee Ann to Do ..then After Tat WALk Out ..SAw my 3 Bus ALl ZHao..Number 74 !! dmmit..3 IN a Row ANnd All gonE..tiu!! iam SO bored..tat i Took Tons of PIctures WIf mY web CAm..GonnA uploAD then When i reAch HOmE LOl...............somE lame PIcs la lol....juz too Bored...time to HEAd homE soon....  Too bored in school  In school too bored  bored in school too  Bored School in too  WAtch it. PS : when Will My tao HUa ever come... LOL pOkE heRe @ 6:10 PM Monday, September 08, 2008 juz A few DAys more
AtmoSPhere Ain"t here Yet...few MOre dayS to it..yet I can't Seems to hAve tat kInd oF mOoD likE pASt yEArs...
PRobably gonnA meet Up ON SAt for A DInner wif Ting Xiu ANd KOk .....HmmZ suSHi Time HAhaha..SHiOKkkk..Friday NO events YEt..buT iAM Tinking OF hAving AnOther Dinner wif My SIm mates..... ZOuk ON sAt WAs pretty muCh noT bAD... MEt QUite ALot oF SIM mates...bUT DIn RELlY CHAt mUCh..Probably Juz See ANyonE juZ bring mY damn JUg Over and SAE Come LEH DRink LOl....met UP SIM gang At ClarKE quay For DInner and Drinks..HAd Some HeinEken BOttles..HeiNEken StilL Taste DA best hAHah.. After tat had Some FInger FooDs...LIke poPiah and Fries and CHicken WIngs...Woot NOt bad..taste Kinda gooD..BUt there Flooded BY AnG moh..The place is juZ BElow the BUNGEe JUmp At clARk QUay... hmmZ after TaT WE headED to ZOuk... WAs lIke WOW..So many PPle Wearing White...FOllowing the THeme(White Bling Bling)..And ive DEcided to FoLLow Suit the Theme...I Did Some HAir colour Spray(ash) on MY head...GUess i Too Long never use...The can Starting SHOoooooooT out some Ugly shit...(SP*RM*) lol i mEAN i lOokS liKE la hAHah..BUt After thAt WOoT..HighlIghtEd mY hair and DId SOme oF mY back ENds.  CHoW ken AnD me~~  Chow Ken again ANd mEeee  This ROckS..If ONlY Girls pASs tHIS TO ME LOL hahaha ITs AS coaster By the way haha Haha life getting more packed recently..piled UP wif SChooL projects and mAny Stuffs..have no Time for other stuffs... TodaY was JUz another fuk up day...Juz getting EMo ....Guys EMo like damn gay right..buT is ok lA...In School and Everyone i face WhOM i Know i have always Been HappY go luCky..i have never even Sulk Much to anyone ....i mEan..wads the poInt of Letting others Known Ur woes....JUz BE hAPpY man...iam JUz a simple person..living in this simple World...life is juz so SHort....like wad i was telling julian , louis , siongwei tat time..1/3 of oUr LIves are Alredy gone..23 in few days TIme....2/3 MOre = 69.... And I probably Be WIth ALl WHite...LIke the picture abOve..JUz tat i no nID To pAY 12 Bucks for ASh Hair..Its free and growing Longer and Thicker and more each DAy...mAbbE Other part oF mY boDy Hair Oso TurnINg White lol..i DIn State tat pARt..DUn tink about tat ok !! lol..toking about Kah MOh(leg HAIr) ok !! lol SOmeHOw I feel ...mY character seems very BAd to others ....My schoOL mates ALthou Dun SHow oUt that they DisliKe me..I feel my Character getting sometimes abit Overbroad.. I hereby APologize for all the actions i ever did or any words tat I Spoke Which Agitated or make u Guys and girls TUlan...Somehow...Colours will show over time..and I hate this colour..iam not likE this at all..I will slowly Change it...iam SOrry SIM mates ! Sincerely APOLogize If u ever HAted me during this past half a y ear or more.. haha And Audrey Juz Intro uS a new Game To plAy...www.isketch.net Pretty Fun Game thou..LIke PIctogram..Or dunO how da Hell U spell It... GUess AGe Catching up..IAm feeling EasilY tired and SHagged....BEsides tat ..even Go cluBBIng i can't be bother to dance...iAM Afraid all the bones will SPilt haha... damn Broke Recently..gonnA save up for this weekend..My big day Woot...... And Duno WHy recently Like Hook UP ON the Cig name "uno" ...damn nice to smoke lO..very mild hahahaha :> i MIght go Buy onE more pack Later LOlLLl PS : She rellY lookS liKe her...The IMage Of her Is Floating in my MInd again.. DAMn pOkE heRe @ 8:59 PM Saturday, September 06, 2008 ZouK nIGht IN 18 HOurs times..
 Spot me...U get a prize if u found out which one is me...
See the difference with hair lol
With HAIR !! lol...Which PART??? HEAD LA TIME TO Do The lASt PARt OF Studying....NIghtS Bloggy I love u.(so gay) pOkE heRe @ 1:33 AM
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