 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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 My PRimary 3 PhOTo..AHhah can AnyonE Find mE inSIde??? Ah TIng u Are inSIde TOO LOL Well A month , A FeVer , A feaR to WomEn...The WorlD CUp IS HEre.. bLeah..I`am INdUlGe IN BettinG lately....So Much Tat EVerydAy I will BEt all MAtches...REsulting IN a NO win NO lOSe of MOneY....SIan Startin Win 100+ then Slowly LOSE bAck..JUZ took Me onE saturday To loSE all Of it...nOW bACk To sQuare....Betting Is real Tuff.... ANyway NOt Tok MUch ABout Those Soccer THIngY..JUZ BORed Peeps to Death... Still SLowlY recoverinG from MY wouNDS...well Seems KInda Fast....buT still SomeHOw SomE parTs Still BLeeds SomeTImes...Duno Wad HAppen Sia...hOPefulLY i can Recover Faster....it Makes RidiNG mY bikE so Tuff..And It HURts....blEAh....  JuZ FounD this DumB PIC Taken LAst time... ahahahaHAHah see liAo Only 3 lEtters "LOL" OK wEll..Sudenly it's 2 Am NOw in The night..LIstening To LiU geng hong's Cai hoNG tian Tang...REsults in me tinking of some points in life.... Well What am i to acheive...it's exactly 11 months + to finish MY NS..and i have got no PLans...yet ..So I here..after 30 miNS of TInking And Flipping Thru the BEd..i decided...TO drop mY Goals here..to Accomplish them BY A date lIne.... Point 1 : Register for my degree courses...i Still HAve NO iDea waD to StuDy After FiniSHing MY NS....i Am Sooo Lost...Theres So MAny CourseS to Choose From..and The course i Took PReviously At TP..iS goiNG to LEad ME nOWhere..I Hate NETworkING..and THis will NEver bE mY Field IN Life..i Actually likE Web Designing...It's quite a Challening JOb.. BUt still IT Requires Every NOw and Then TO uPGRade one Self....WEll WHich JOb Does not..?? even MEch Engineering Oso REquires U To Upgrade on new THings... Well ALl RuBbish BUT TARGET BY ENd OF SEptEmber..RIght After BY BIrthday..I WIll SeT to Go HUnt ALl the UniversitIes Which WIll Accept me... PoINT 2 : To ComPLEte POint 1...Theres one THing i MuZ Do..To get mY CerTiFicates and mY reSults From My OLD teMASek POlY !!..it's ALmost one FULL YEAR tat i DIn GO back to Take..IT was Due To EnlISt inTo NS tat time ANd I DIn MAnage to Go BACk To school And LAZINESS BROUGHT ME ONE more yEAR LAter..OH Gosh...i WILL not BE lazy Again.. Target by END Of JULY ... Point 3 : To HUNt For MY guiTAR Course...Well This oNE i SAid liKE 2 mONThs AGo!??! ANd I DiN Do IT at ALL!??!...Well Crap.. no TIme to wASte..i Dun HAve much TIme left....This oNE i HAve to HUnt too..SAmE END OF JULY..... Point 4 : Meet Up Zhi Da..TO DisCUss ABout waD to StuDY iN FuTure...I duNO buT HE Studies The SAme Course AS mE ...And HE hAve a Very Good Future i Believe..Cause I believes HE can TInk Very WEll ONe....And Somemore his Virgo...SAme AS me..So Tinking Very ALike too....Well I`am Not Gay..i JUz wannA NOe MOre about stUDies...Since I tinK U are quite a SuccessFUl onE..which NOe wad to DO....By End OF AUGUST POint 5 : TO bEcome MORE MAture...LIke After Todae..and the accident...I Get to learn To Be more mAturity...Rubbish? no i doubt so...my tinkings are getting MORe Differnetly....Serious...It's a Good Change too...welL..It's hard TO change...buT tryinG aiN't GonNA harm ME.....sometimes i juz HAte myself..for nOT be abLE to BE one mAture GUy......time to LEarn...Target? By end OF THis yeAR ? HAha OTher POints WILl ADd bAH....SOon when i Can TInk.. Anyway...REcently scan Thru mY PhOTo AlBUMs..Well Seen Losta Memories...Sometimes A PHoto Relly can BRing bACk gooD memories.....well WAd about those BAd ones..?? firsT thing To Come to Mind ..everyONE Who Look at Past photos..surelY Toking ABout THe GUy/Gal They LikE b4...or Once was His/HEr Boyfren or girlfren..Actually This are peOPles who Pass by UR lIfe...and MAkinG Every PArt of Ur life...wif pOint TO learn....Break off CAN be real SAd...but Always Look ON the BRight side.. God MAde this obStAcles for u To cross...WithoUT ALl THis..LIfe is BORing..Without Fun? LAUGhter? SadnEss? Angry? sTress? NervouS?? THis is part of LIFe... You goTTa CopE Wif ALL this...and I once remember I heard THis from SomeoNE...THe person U like/LOve ..Will NEver Be THe onE whom Will Like/ Love u ...bUT THe pERson whoM u Have NO real FeelINGs For..Will ONE day..bEcome UR Wife/Husband...duNO why BUt this Seems Kinda True...The pERson U like..WIll nEver Be URs in Any way...The person WHom u GonNA maRry In Future will NEver BE the person U like The most... A FooD foR thouGht... soMEtimes i JUz Feel I Am darn UselesS person..maybE i Too well Protected..RElly..i relly duno wads up In the real World....i Feel Drifted From mY frens aROUnd mE..as i always TInk..they are So Differnet...they can TInk So well..and so MAture... mayBE iam JUz A noboDy...liviNG IN mY small bOX of WOrld..and waiTing To BE spOOn fed..... iam Getting Fustrated...Over sMall THingYs.... always lose ouT to PeoplE.....i Dun noe hoW to TInk PRoperly...DUnO Wad iS repoNSibIliTy.....I Suck as a humAn.. this ain't a PAragraph Tat i Wish Frens Will consoLe me...but i JUZ wanna voice IT out here so Tat When i LOok back onE day At this Entry...i WIll Noe i HAD ENUFF OF ALl this........... Well 2:30 am alredy..and Still can"T sleep....EmotioNAl TImes are usually NIghts...and Well..Let Tat bE it..i nEed to Go LIe on BEd..and Slowly Tries to Sleep.... life suxs pOkE heRe @ 2:02 AM Thursday, June 08, 2006 A Month of Excitement , Horror , Maturity...
Well pass one month din relly blog due to many many many things happen...JusT BRieFlY Blog Some OF the IMportant Stuffs..
JuZ Had mY HRC ouTing LAst 2 Weeks With mY ColLeagues....WenT to CheVron and WE ORganize TO hAve A ... -A-La-Carte Buffet...Well IT Was NIce THou WiTh So mANy FooD and Stuffs...We HAd likE 28 DiShes To Order..and We ORdered At leASt 25? lol...We hAd oUR Fun Thou..JOkING AROunD And Stuffs LIke tat... Well Then HEAded To oUR BoWlINg Game....Team Vs Team...Yea AlThou my Team Lost..BUT i WAs hIGhest in The teaM lo..i Din Let mY Team Down..NeverThelEss..We sTIll Lost..buT at leaSt we HAD FUn..Tats thE most IMPortant THing Every Team SHud Earn At the End oF the DAY....Anyway THeres oNE DarT MAchiNE At the BOwlIng AllEy There..IT's LIkE siMulATIOn Dart Game..Very Fun Sia..1 BUCk niA...Can plAE ABout 10 MIns....It's Relly FUn siA..oNE day I muZ go AGAIN.......  Our CU Section =) From This Pic..u Will NOE WHo the joKer iS..  Well OUr ProuD SP Section? bOoooo  Our PA section ...Look at the 2 gays....Omg..  Taken When They Left Un noTice o.O  The LAdiES Gang.. Well And GUEss WAd i Got mY Class 2b BIkE lICense ON mAy 18th..Was So SuRPRise As i Thought ConfiRm fail ONE..GUess WAd.It's 18 POINTS ! juZ pASs AHHAha...SO ExciTed Thou..Can't IMagine I Did It..AlthouG i Feel I diN Do Well At ALl....And This OF CAuse LEd mE to Buy My New biKE .....Right on The day After i PAss..i Went To PurCHAse The bIke liAO......INtroDuCing KAWASAKI KRR 150 =D~...  Yeap My BIkE =D~  P PLate sux.. Well BikINg ArouND Was Fun..AlTHou i Had Some Falls Thou..It's Heavy Thou..At least 150KG above....NEverthEless ITs An Excellent BIke..Until....Recently.... i met With Quite A Serious Accident.....All ExcitEment HappIness..Turns into Fear... This is how the incident happens.....I was On my way TO return HOme After fixing My ClutCh ....AS It"S the MOst imPORtant THing U Shud BE familiaR wif..When Riding Abike.. IT DetermiNEs HOw MUch IT will MOve When u Are on 1st Gear..well I wuN ExplAIN more INto This...Anyway..Was HEading A JunCtion... Where mY eye LEvel Was on mY cluTch And MY SpeedoMeter...I turn TO My left and Signal LEft...About TO GO iNTo the lEFt lANe..It was 2 Lanes Road Btw..And As i Turn mY HEad BACk...This EnormOus Lorry Was Right in Front OF Me..ABout 1 Car LEngth..And PRetty sad..i Was TravellING at A speed oF about 50 KM/h...NeVerTHElEss ANY ComMON SenSe IDiot WIll definately ApplY FULL BRAkes..We call IT the EMERGENCY Brakes..SAdly..Tat DAY WAs DrIzzling...my BIke WHeels LOCK up..And i NOe IT's Over ..Definately a SkiD OR A BAng inTo the VehICle...Well I LOst TotAL Control OF the BIke And I FlEW OUT of the bIke HItting mY Right Side of MY boDY...And GUEsS wad..mY visoR BRokE...and Drop OUt....Thank God my VISOR WAs Down When i Was Riding..Otherwise I Would DisFigure Alredy....For UR Info VisoR iS the HelMEnt View Screen..The Piece OF PLastic IN Front..... Well The mOMent I Flew Out...My MInd Went BLank...3 Things CAme iNTo mY mind...First ThIng..YEs FIRST TING..USually PPLE will TInk OF The MOST imPORtant PPle ARound u...MainlY Is the ONE U Love mOSt..THis FLoats IN mY MInd too...3 PErson CAme inTO mY mind...They Were mY Dad ...My Mom..and oNE more..i Leave UNDisclosed....Cause is personal Stuffs.. ..Seriously U all Might Tink IT's A minOR Accident...Wad IF i NEver APplY mY Brakes Fully? And HIT inTo the Lorry IN Front..iT's a 90% gonE case in Life for me...ANd OSo..IF I Flew OUt..and inTo the left LAne..WAd iF a CaR Came From Behind and Go Over mE?? its OSo A death For mE...anD ONe mORE Ting..Wad HAPpen IF the car BehiND me IS travellING at oso 50 KM.and He got NO Time to BRAke in Time..ANd HE Drove oR hit mE from BEhind..i WIll oSo bE GOne no MAtter wad...THank God i Am alive.. and bLoggING hEre... The oTher 2 DAys Tat CAmE to MY mINd waS...How mUCh DAmage MY biKE GOnnA take...and The MOney Tat GonNA came After Tat..AS it's A new bIke and A gift From MY dad AS mY birthday present I Dun Wish To Spend ANy RIDiCUlOUs MONey From HIm Again...And lAStly..i Noe i AM BLeedING aloT from MY chiN.....Eventually...AS a FReakING TyPIcal Virgo..LASt THIng tAt CAme in My MInd iS whether i Will Disfigure oR not -.-...And Oso Will I Be DisABled..? so many THings in JUz A NIck Of TIme... Few seConds lAter...i Was Flat on The GrouND..CAn't relly mOVE MUch AS i ONlY NOE ONE thing..I AM BleediNG ProFuSElY...So MUch Tat when The CAr BEhind mE taT driver BRought ME to THe Side And sTOPping mY BLood....Scary Things Came AfterWArds..mY visioN started to DOubLEd...and graDUAlly I See BLAck And White...i thought i AM gone...relly..cause i JUz Losing Blood too Fast..and soon i see nothing....alThou MY eyes are Wide OPen....What u GUys SO call BLackOUT...Yea..i COulD not See A thing...Brave Enuff I Lie Down ON The FLoOR Flat..HopinG For the Blood to Flow to MY Brain..as i Noe This iS loSe OF Blood toO Much Tat LEad to bLAckoUT.... Miracally my vision Came back...as My BlooD weNT to My Brain and creAtes Vision BAck for mE...Is This SO call The BRush Against LIfe and Death?..i WAited ABout 10 mINs....And the AmBULance CAme..well They came real Fast...and Manage to BRing mE inTO the AMbULance... ***WARNING : BELOW PICS ARE GROSS...PLS CLICK THE TOP RIGHT "X" BUTTON IF U HAVEN EATEN....U HAVE BEEN WARNED !!! ****  Blood bLood And More bLood  One of the bandage wif blood~  My left hand..not the palms but the reverse
Still the Left hand
The big bad Bandage...look the fingers =,=
My right foot...Not much blood cause the
Body wif blood...the lower parts are more gross
The right hand...slight brusies on top..but below..is..
The palms of right hand...with road debris in it.
My PooR KNee.. pOkE heRe @ 3:54 PM
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