 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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Finally..Ive thought thru everything
After so much..ive finally came to one decision...
I tink this would be the best way for me ....and iam following suit with that... Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL..MARch 21st I STILl remember ;p See i got Heart oNE I still Got SMS u DE haha Had a long chat wif mummy just now..about everything...for my future and stuffs..and financial stuffs of the family...Gives ME a CleaR View Of mY Future...And ALl these EAse MY minD... Iam so gonna concentrate on those RIght noW... A lesson Learnt Maybe..Ive GUessed... Oh Well Iam So tired...Need a good rest After ALl these... PS : Cherish what u have in front of you....things Dun Come BY easily..Once Its Gone..Regretting Will Never get it bACk. pOkE heRe @ 8:16 PM Thursday, March 19, 2009 A well worth run/jog from nowhere
AS topics says... Imagine urself running and jogging back home ...From Lavender all the way back to hougang...guess wad a solid 1 Hour and 45 mIns run..
ok before i carry on with the Above topic.. SChool as usual IN the morning..Afternoon met up SIM gang for marketing project ...After tat IN in the eveniNg met uP geline for Dinner and Kboxing at Clementi... Kboxing was Fun...and had a mystery game Set up by Kbox Staffs in the closing Hour...I took Part in the Game..and was suppose to challenge 3 Other guys.. to finish one Can of Tiger the fastest... and GUess wad..i Took only 6 seconds to Finish A can of 330ML can of beer..and I believe..this is pretty damn fast..considering the fACts I have alredy drank almost close to 2 Jugs OF beer in the Kbox Itself...But still i lost out by 1.5 second at leasT to Another guy..OH Shit..its feel shitty..all MY liQuor Training As A bartender all goes to a waste and Losing to AnotheR guy..Actually I COUld HAve won EasilY..just tat the last Gulp of full Mouth Of beer..I estimated wrongly How MUch was Left in the can..and took A real Big Mouth..and Left the last 1/10 of the bEer..I felt pretty SAd..BUT at least..geline's Comment Made My day....This taught Me something..AT least I tried mY best..Theres NOthing I Shud Be regret about or feel sad About..AS Long one tries HArd and Do their BEst..even If failure Shows UP at the End...At least u Noe U done wad U can..After tat WEnt BAck To ThE room and Continue OUR craZY Singing. nExt PARt...I may consider this as one Major THing I spoke ABout to her in Her life...I noe 20th March 2009 Is one day she has been Hoping for very long..tats about 4 Years..and I noe hOW important this date is to her in her life...This is a day she have Long awaited For.. I noe and I noe how MUch She hOPes for this Day..and ive tried MY best to Come ouT wif a Solution for Her... Bottom line was Just... I duN Wish Her lONg awaited DAy to comes To A poINt whereby She cannot fuFill and feels DAMn sad about it...i NOe it pretty well..i can see Her expressions n Emotions Lately... I just wished Her to Be happY and Never TO bE sad..and Never ever To Drip tears IN front Of me again.. She went HOme aftertat..Her words was touching for mE... i noE those are from her bottom Heart... i can see it...SAdly i CAn't be with her For the night..and i gotta HEad HOme..Took the last BUs which was Available...and iT Does nOT reach MY house Directly... I alighted at Lavender area...and Considering the facts iam gonna help her tml..i wanna SAve UP mY Cab fare and try to Raise tat Amount for her....and try to Help out as MUch as I Could... Out of this... I decided to RUN/JOg HOme all The way From LAvender back to Hougang.. During the run..SO many THings flashes Thru MY mind...I just wished..all I did could made her feel better...and Help her out as MUch as I can..coz I Noe perserverance and determination Leads to success and hAPpY ending.. Just likE the beer Game...At least i Noe i once tried and Never regret....The choice is mINe... Even thou I have enuff MOney to Take a cAB home..i Still decided to Run/JOg BACk homE...It took a solid 1 hour and 45 mins.. With Sweat all Over mY body and every pARt of My Body..I just wanna make Myself feels tat Hardship pays off..I dun need Anyone's Sympathy or wadsoever..Iam Just doing What i COuld Do...and SOmething Tat WIll Forever Be kEpt IN mY mind tat all this sweat IS all WorthWHile...I haven BEen JOgging for more then a year..and Hectic Smoking Makes RunnIng / Jogging even harder..i WAs ALmost BReathless thruout the JOurney.. HalfWay I almost Gave up and wanted to hAlT a cab..BUt My determination leads Me all The way BAck to My house...So many Many things JUst ran thrU My MInd During the run..Its been a good sweat OUt and Brain Storming SEssion... I tink ive relly matured alot thruout the Years..even My frens are telling me tat...Even last 2 DAys SOmeone even Told tat TO me...My mindset and Tinking have matured pretty mUch ...just tat Maybe IAm facing mYself EAch day And DIn notice The change in Me... Upon reachinG HOme...sense of satisfaction was Never THis great..Iam real Shagged OUt and Tired..waking up at like 8am Tis MOrning and Right now 3 Am blogging..MAybe ANyonE WHo Read This WUn feel Anything ABout the Run...try Running 1 Hour and 45 MIns and JOgging NOn Stop for it..U noe HOw HArd iT is..mAybe to MArathon Runners..this iS nothing..BUt considerinG the facts i HAve asthma HIstory..this Dun Make Things EAsy... Ive still Got lots to Share wif her...just wished i COuld have all the nights in A week...Iam real tired..time to HEad For mY bed and EnjOY a gooD rest...More stuffs to Work ON tml... PS : One day when i read back this post..i would noe hoW MUCh I invest into this...i Dun wan any sympathy..i only needed one thing from u ..and U shud NOe wad I RellY would WAnt. 271187 , 130985 pOkE heRe @ 2:50 AM Tuesday, March 17, 2009 Whose life could be as dramtic as mine?
Well well WEll.. AS usual..DAys PAssed... Months Passed... and I guess SOoner oR later years Passed..
Project SUbMission Soon marketing research...On Friday..Iam GonNA Try my BESt to get as Involved AS possible... But every night many things JUst Seems To KeeP spiNNing IN mY head.. Tink and Tink..mayBE iam JUst a Person Whom LikE to Tink so MUch..but End OF the day..I noe Whats Gonna Happen And End uP with...its just Kinda sad...But how mANy juSt NOes ABout iT? Words can't express...The feelings Emotions KEpt... Life is juST So SHort..anD Iam trying My best ALredy... Humans HAve their LImits IN which They can Do Things..SOme THings are JUst BeyONd Control..i Always try To OverCome Luck And Fate..and IT all turns OUt to Be iMPossiblE... Ive Alredy tried Real Hard...very very HArd..but sometimES things JUst Dun Fall In the way.. Iam So Soft Spoken..So Soft Hearted...No Tempers... So many things so Many things...How much Do u noe? So much Things SO Much things tat I wanna SHare.. mAybe it takes time....End oF the day...It's Might Even Turn Out to Be..Something Else... All I request is just small and simple stuffs..Yet Its so HARd. PS : Maybe its just too hard for ya... but my understanding and concern will let u feel better. pOkE heRe @ 11:37 PM Monday, March 16, 2009 Times flies
 28 Boxes total Been like 3 months ive guess... Been driNKing Seriously HeaviLy last WEek ThrUout..This week no more mAn~.. Many things Crossed BY mind tonight..The future?? Hows It gonnA be... Sometimes ONe tries Hard nOT to TinK too Much..but when u are just Too Free lIke me..u WIll JUst COntiNUe pONdering and tinking and Wondering... OH well.. Ive guEss i Blog again tML..its like 3 am NOw..and I juz can'T get to Sleep... pIcs UP for now  At Sebai  Oh well  Under the sun..Will it melts?? in the heart i guess  Disgusting and Irritating  Blood counts pOkE heRe @ 2:22 AM Thursday, March 12, 2009 Goodbye beloved lappie
Yea I solD mY lappiE todae..@ price of $750..quite sad thou..its serves Me real Well For the past 1 Year ALmost ;p
oH well..Updates for Todae..Been Non Stop ActioN since i Woke up.. 11pm WokE up....Immediately Prepared and initially wanted to Head to SChoOl..but End UP mY project for ER deadline is this Coming Friday..And I haven ReallY start Any Shit about iT..thus I Jia jia called..and ask me down to NLB to do together..Julian was there too.. aRG well..we did ouR research...thou They are DOing their HMT ..while iam Busy wif MY ER thou..and copYing of PM notes for the MIssed lecture todAY...felt pretty Bad..as this Lecture is kInda iMPortant...I shud hAve started My Project EArlier...ive regretted..BUt NOw Iam KInda Rushing lIke a mAD dog..Over this Project..Failing this iS as good AS failing the MOdule..i Must JIa yOU~~ ok Well..then After LIbrary at Bugis..Someone SMS me to collect someThing Which I ordered for this 14th..A special DAy for mE... Oh well Headed DOwn Immediately to COllect... then After tat..Took MRT change station like MAD..just to get back To hougang..Headed and Rushed to WAtson..to get Vitamin C for her... Then headed to Yuan yuan's House and pASsed Her... OH well..Time was RunNIng OUt..coZ i Still Have to sell The laptop To the GUy who Lives at RedHIll Area.. and Gotta SEnd Yuan YUan BAck to BUkit Batok..Oh well ... Met up YUan YUan ARound 10pM..then Headed TO REdhiLl to sell the NUS guy the laptop..cool $750.. WOot..but need to Clear SOme Debts First... so I dunO how muCH wouLD be lEft THou... after Tat SEnd Yuan YUan back To Batok..then Return HOme..Immediately Rushed MY project..Oh well So tiring..BUt yet I Still Have to DO it....right NOW juz CAme BACK from EAting mY supper Yummy.. food For thoughts..Food gives Me energyyyyy ...now is alredy 2am...i guess i gotta sleep at 5am Thou..3 SOlid Hours of Project Rushing..god Bless I can Succeed Eh....Flying COlours for My ERrrrrRRrrrrrrrr.... =) Alright Time to get back to WOrk... PS: Absence Makes the heart Grew Fonder pOkE heRe @ 1:51 AM Sunday, March 08, 2009 Money hard to come..easy to go
           Yea AS topics SAes..MOnEy IS so HArd to Comeby..Whereas SpendinG iT is AS SimplE as Flushing the Toilet... Oh Well..ive Sold Quite somE items lately..Just to Raise a Certain Figure for SOmething... Sold MY targus Voice REcorder.., Trying to SEll MY laptop Too...and Also Sold Some Game items Stuffs..and Not forgetting SEllIng mY 2nd HaNdpHOne...WEll Figure is stilL Quite Far...Been HUnting TUtion JOb Since 2 WEeks Ago TilL now..But STill To No Avail...Just SAw the Tv Show..ShowinG somE contest To carry the Most NUmber oF waterBottles With 3 Pple..and Can Win u 3.5k Sum Of MOney...Suddenly This Strikes MY minD..the SUBARU Hands ON the car for AS long as POssibLE challenge...Whoever CAn Places Their Hand ON the car..without SliPPing and Letting iT go..For the lOngest..Win the contest..and the Prize Will BE a SUBARU WRX... aw Well... Maybe SUch Contest Can Get mE the Shortest TimeFrame For HUge Cash INflow..but...Well nvm... Oh Well Quick Updates.. Happy BIrd Day MR guang and Mrs Edeline..Hope U guys hAd FUn this 2 DAys..and EnJoy Ur BIRthday Huh.. Celebrated Mr guang BIRthdaY YesterdaE At St James POwer HOuse...DAmn Crowded Pack Thou...Mr Guang ORdered a 3 Litre MArtell and SOme Shots...Thanks for the Drinks Thou...Around 15 Pple Went there Thou... But Iam So Proud OF mYself...CAuse Ive bEcome A professioNAl HairstyList Yesterdae LOl..i Helped MR guang StylE and Sprayed ASh Colour and Highlighted His Hand PersonallY..iam SO Proud oF MY MasterPIece.. lol Pics as FOllows..  iam SAtisfied With It !  AshbEeeee   Oh Well after tat 5+am Headed homE... Next day Which Is todae..Focuz HArd oN mY schoOL projects...Iam Gonna clear Them This week..I need to Balance UP mY schoOL ...work fun and other PArts OF mY life...Time Seems SO little..BUt Iam Satisfied and HAppY wif WAd iam Doing Right now..enJoYing LIfe thou.. OH well headed to SEntosa ON thursday..pretty HOt weather..Thought geline HOW to Ride a BIcycle..BUt i Guess She Need more TIme..Dun Worry...wun let U fall Down De lol..and remmeber the Tree Branches?? lol..U relly WAN me To DiE such A hORriBle Death? hahha DUn tell Picture ok ! lol. oh Well mOre pics ADded..Iam JUst too Bored waiting IN car Yesterdae For MR guang... Iam Off hEading to Do My ER project..Lessons This week oN Mon , WEd And Friday...Tml moRning 9am Lesson..Awww..Need To wake UP soh EArly liKE 7 again..ANyway Singtel Peeps are comINg Over mY house ON tuesday..Doing UP MY internet MiO tv and WAdever it iS...Tml WilL be Chalet Day at PAsir Ris..iam GOnna EnjOYed mYself toMolo..cause oF u ;p  
 PS : March 8th was a special day indeed =) *Wink* pOkE heRe @ 9:58 PM Tuesday, March 03, 2009 I Just hate when night falls
WEll...As topic follows... i just hate when night falls..It always the period when one tinks so much...why Don't god creates earth With Just day time each day...
Nightmares lately...can't sleep well..stress up with life... So many things to ponder with... i Doubt If someone can live a much worser life then i do ....So many things happens...How can i just ignore them all..humans have emotions..and iam deep into emotions each time...but never was i showing them to my frens , families and love ones... Being in school iam always Smiling..joking around..entertaining all my friends..iam like "Kai xing Guo" ...iam bound to make someone laff in just 5 lines of conversation... Somehow those stuffs ive asked in temple...some of them are turning into negative signs.. One of which is my studies...somehoW the paper MAB todae..was so sickening...Everything was so familiar..yet i doubt i can pass it...despite i did studied for it...Activity Based costing? so damn simple yet i still can't figure it out.... Can't those maths shit come out from my mind each time? why do i suck so much in maths...and can't Believe iam asking for tution to teach maths...Ow well..maybe i shud not. So many things are drifting away for me...is it so hard for a simple life? Its hurts to see those.. All i want is something simple..give and take they said..but its not easy... How can i not think so much each time..? Anyone could help?? by keeping myself busy?? Once again i tink i gotta visit the temple again..this time to return my offerings..and lastly to pray for something important.. i Shall do tat this week then..at least to clear my mind... Lets hope life gets better..nevertheless ive signed up for Singtel Youth Plan...Free unlimited SMS to any service provider..and also 300 mins extra talk time..in school boundaries when i called out. Quick updates.. - Kbox last night..and ive enjoyed fully..never was Kbox so fun...thou i wanna box her thou haha kidding.. - Sentosa probably soon on thurs - Its time..i guess..well  New plan new phone  New plan new phone PS : When would the day comes.. If i asked u tat..would u agree to it? pOkE heRe @ 9:55 PM
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