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Name: mEpH
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    . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . .

    Name: EsTiQuE mEpH
    Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~
    Hobbies: To Hop around.
    Gender: Male
    Primary school: Da Qiao Pri
    Sec school: St. Gab Sec
    Tertiary School:Temasek Poly
    University:Singapore Institute of Management
    Horoscope: Virgo
    Birthday: 13 Sept 85
    Hair colour: Brown
    Eye colour: Black (doh?)
    Skin colour: In between fair and tanned
    Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633
    Email add: webby008@hotmail.com
    Right or left handed: Right
    Marital status:Iam Gay!
    Siblings: 28 years old sister
    When u wake up: When i feel like?
    When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like?

    . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . .

    Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck
    Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser
    Been hurt emotionally: This question sux
    Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt?
    Been on stage: yeahhs
    Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?)
    Been in love: yEap

    . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . .

    Day: Friday
    Colour: Green
    Food: Japanese food
    Drinks: Plain water
    Number: This one is secret...
    Character: None
    Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet
    Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother)
    Movie: Faces of Death

    . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . .

    Love: 50/50
    Faith: 50/50
    Urself: Lost hope
    Ghosts: er. nope
    Angels: 50/50
    God: 90/10

    . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . .

    Hurt by someone: Maybe
    Miss someone very much: Who dun?
    Cried: Seldom close to none
    Met someone new: No Met someone Old

    . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . .

    Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them
    Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB)
    Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay
    Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s?
    Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt
    How many kids do u want: Gay kids
    Hav kids before marriage: nuuu
    Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed
    What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness
    Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love

    WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE

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    Saturday, February 28, 2009

    Perserverance

    Well Well...NOt mUch Bout SChooL work... JUst had Prices And MArket Test on Wed..Pretty OK i GUess..hOPefully i can get SOme gooD results..

    Been OUt lAtely....to Drink..to Plae..to Have fun....LIfe is never Boring till the moment U closes ur Eyes when u sleep...

    oH well iam KInda lost for words to Blog...i SHall MAke This post short i GUess...

    Working ON something FOr my coming 14th Lately..Spend quite somE time To do It... things MaY Look simple..BUt doiNg it was Never tat EAsy..as Usual I always Believe Action Speak Louder then Words....U can type , SMs , Speak ...OR wadever it is to SomeonE..End OF the day..If Ur Action goes The Opposite Direction...ISn't things oBviOUs..This is one POint to See It IN everyonE...Words are just Words..It Does not Requires Any HARd Work.. Its the Action tat COunts..And EnD oF the DAy.. IF the oTher party NOe HOW to Appreciates IT..they will Learn and Know..HOw muCh effort u ACtuallY pUt in ..

    Most HUman think this WAy..once they gotten The something Or Surprise... they DO NOt tiNK how Much Time and Effort iS needed to Do all These...Even a simple SchooL project..Handing up to Teacher...the Teacher Would NOT NOe HOw muCh effort U Actually PUt in .. it relly MAtters Sometimes...

    So does "hard work pays off" comes in? Yea the more effort and Time U INvest ON something..I believe THe outcome or the FInal Production Tat one Sees...THE first and I MEAN FIRST expression tat shows on their Face...is the SAtisfaction One coulD get....And Wad matters is how deep IMpression It left on Them.... OH well..its all ABout the first Expression tat gives u feel tat ALl ur HArd WOrk IS paid OFf...Believe me..hUmans are just this way...maybe I Shud Study PyschoLogy..I guess i WOuld Excel IN those Wahahhaa but well..Its JUst From MY experience Thou...

    OH well...She SAId to Me tat DAy..about MY character..and This relly ring A bell Of mIne...i rellY din PIck MucH notice ON those..Mabe Cause of My character i Guess.. well its Relly quite a BAD point u pointed oUT..i Believe i Will LEarn MOre from tat..and Change mYself..i Did talk to Mr Guang the next DAy about it... And HE understands...somehoW i even APologize i guess..thou ..oh Well never minD... somehOW related to ..Theres always a Moutain Higher then another... tats about mY character...NOt goNNA Expain It Further..

    Alright..Tml WIll Be a bUSY day For mE...

    PS : So and So msg me lately...I hope u are ok .. Hope Everything Flows well For u ...


    pOkE heRe @ 5:05 PM

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    Wednesday, February 25, 2009

    Mugging Mugging Mugging

    Yea 12am And Iam sTIll Here mUgging .... Prices and MArket test Tml..i need to do WEll for this...If not last paper iam AS good as dEad.. First Paper IS always easY de..need to Score pRetty well To help Out iN later parts....

    oH well oh Well... Looking For PARt time TUtioning Too..Almost got it BUt they din reply mE..ARgg...But somehow..I told MY parents Bout Teaching Tution..my Sister and MUm was Giving Me the DUh face... lol..The first thing They tell Me is to Cut mY Hair...I was likE...Er...i RAther Keep this HAirstylE..I simpLY love How mY hair iS loL...

    Aw Well Pay Is gooD too...LIke teaching sec 1 -2 ...Its likE 40 Dollars pER session of 1.5 hOurs each Time..and Location is liKE so Near oso..WAd i Saw was LIke hougang SerangOOn and Kovan Areas..SO near Eh HAha..

    More Project Handups NExt week... This Coming SAt..need to Head Down To POpeye WIth SIM mates..Aww well..Lets See wad they are selLing over there lol..

    Went YCK temple to Pray last 2 daYs...well..asked 5 Questions thou...somehoW since iAM so devoted to Tat Temple..I shall Listen closely To those ADvices tat i Received...

    Alright...SHort and Sweet POst..time to Head back to Mugging..

    PS : Circles ? triangles ? Well well well..


    pOkE heRe @ 12:07 AM

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    Monday, February 23, 2009

    Isn't all this?

    A video paints a million words.
    Every line in english subtitles paints the picture.

    Every since tat day, the day you left me
    I had to accept the truth even though it wasn’t easy
    Ever since tat day I ran into him
    He continuously wiped away my tears
    Waiting to take care of me, never being distant
    Don cry he said to me dun cry
    ‘Ill always have him by my side
    And then the two of us dated
    And things were going well


    Why did you come back… at this moment
    One person is undeniably good to me
    How could I just drop him
    The other left me once b4
    But my love has never faded for him
    I’am not a princess from anywhere
    I have to choose one side
    This love triangle must end


    From this day forth, I must be strong
    Between the one who loves me
    Or the love before him
    Don cry, he said to me
    I’ll always have him by my side
    And then the two of us dated
    And things were going well


    Why did you come back…at this moment
    One person is undeniably good to me
    How could I just drop him?
    The other left me once b4
    But my love has never faded for him
    I’am not a princess from anywhere
    Ill have to choose one side
    This love triangle must end


    One person is undeniably good to me
    How could I just drop him?
    The other left me once b4
    But my love has never faded for him
    I’am not a princess from anywhere
    Ill have to choose one side


    This love triangle must end
    One person is undeniably good to me
    How could I just drop him
    The other left me once b4
    But my love has never faded for him
    I’am not a princess from anywhere
    Ill have to choose one side
    This love triangle must end


    One person is undeniably good to me
    How could I just drop him
    The other left me once b4
    I’am not a princess from anywhere
    Ill have to choose one side
    This love triangle must end

    PS: Love was never this great.



    pOkE heRe @ 1:18 PM

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    Monday, February 16, 2009

    3 Things , 6 Surprises , 9 Loves

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    PS : Love or bread? Which would u choose


    pOkE heRe @ 3:27 AM

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    Thursday, February 12, 2009

    Well...so vexed..

    Everything is so wrong..i need a breather..

    so vexed over so much stuffs..

    iam going crazy..

    help me pls..

    why can't things always favour in my way..

    why can't things appear as easy as it is...

    so much of quarrels lately and backstabbings...

    this and this ...that and that... if only someone is here to help me...

    the fear always strikes me...

    i can't get to sleep well..

    this isn't what life shud be..

    i always put on a smile out there

    deep in thoughts millions are running thru my mind..

    i pray n i pray for the better..which it always dun turn out to be

    life is full of so much downs for me....

    iam miserable..

    i hate the way i am..

    my personlity..

    my character..

    life isn't great afterall...

    complicated just gets even complicated... things dun get simpler..

    i hate to step into it...yet i choose it once again torturing my real self..

    i juz wan a simple life..a simple family...a simple loveship...

    are all these tat hard...?

    iam so tired...real tired...

    PS : the last run and things i could do....










    pOkE heRe @ 12:22 AM

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    Sunday, February 08, 2009

    Shagged but its fun

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    Wan And mE

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    I muacks u

    Anyway..hAPpY birthdat Kok wei...My life time brother of all...hope u have fun tonight..and i enJoyed Smashing cake ON ur face hahaha ;p

    anyway a short check of wad ive done..

    - ZOo
    - Chalet
    - Prawning
    - Drinking
    - Missing ( bleah :-p) Purposely make this face one..still remember? lol

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    Ok Now For Words UPdate..
    wenT ouT wif gel to Zoo PRawning and Drinking lately...and Some CooL pics Of MY Sister's Baby girl , Celest... Shes Cute huh..but Often i feel iam Cuter...and i noe u Would Agree on Tat HAHAHHAHAHA..

    ok Well...pRawning WAs Pretty Boring.. 2 Hours..and GUess wad..I Caught 1 Prawn in 2 hOUrs..WEE u wee...Record BReaking..But bReaking the loWest REcord IN mY life hahah..
    Muz BE YUan YUan there..too fierce liao..ALl the prawn Run liaO la...See Laaaaa All Ur faultttt..

    hmmZ dhillan Caught Quite some Thou..BUT WAnted to Bring those PRawns To Bro chalet..but GUess i onlY caught One..cannot snatch His Right Ahahah... ok wEll After tat ENded up At Bro Chalet... hmmZ lots Of old Frens there... Memories of Us Having Fun Last time... WE were all LikE bringinG up The past... and One thing for Sure..everyONe MAtured pretty Much..Toking about topIcs like...Wah NOwadayS Work Like Cow..damn Sian..Everyday 8-6...Plus Need to Study PArt time...WAd course to Enrol Sia...RMIT? UOL? toking aboUT groSs PAy hOW much..Toking ABout this and Tat...well pretty Much UNlike LASt time..

    Whereby We tok About games...HAving Fun...TokINg about MOvies..and stuffs..Age relly matters... Ending up EveryonE will Be toking The commON topics..At the same Ages...Tinking about tat..well iam 24...age hitting up..

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    Alright after Tat Sang BIrd DAy Song to bRo..then Decide to Tease him..Cut ouT a Small Piece Of cake..and PLace a short short candle deEeeEp into iT..OH well..and i REllY mean SHort short cAndle..and His Suppose to Bite the CAndle out onlY bY using hIS MOuth and NOse...and HIS hands MUst be sealed RIght Behind Without Any assistance of anyone or HIs hands... Pretty Fun..and He noes tat we gonnA smash his face onTo the cake..i did tried once..BUt fail..He retaliate.. lol.. Then we got another move..we Decide to just Take the Cake Tat HE offered Us..and smash Right iNTo his fAce lol...And we suceed..thanks to Xiao WAn for lUring hiM here lol..

    Oh Well..after tat send some oF them homE..and Continue Project V for a while..b4 I head For a Rest on Bed...And NIghtmares last night again..damn..When WIll All these Be Over..

    Oh WEll my Timeframe For Project V is still in sync..nothing Goes wrong So far..everything well Plan..70% completion..LASt few paRts to go...iam LookINg forward for The big day in my life.......

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    Pu Bu..

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    Wan and mE 2

    PS : -The first person whom i spend valentine day with will be the one iam spending my lifetime with!-


    pOkE heRe @ 1:44 AM

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    Wednesday, February 04, 2009

    Mixed feelings

    Not muCH time TO bLog lately...OUting projects schooL BUsiness stuffs...So much THings...iF onlY there are 48 Hours a DAY INstead OF 24..

    Everytime I took A puff Of Cig EnjOYing the CIg...its REllY Soothing TO Smoke ALone..at the Corridoors..When THings RELlY Start To Run THru My minD... Many THings Crossed MY minds...JJ was toking abOUt mY blog yesterdae when we had our project..hmmz TellINg me Why So Much Emo Stuffs.. WEll..Who SAes There are ONlY emo Stuffs..There are lots OF entertainIng ONes lo..

    WEll But todae Mabbe I just get a bit emo..JUst a Bit can i...? mIXed feelings and many things run Thru My MInd...iam 24 This YEAr..pretTy Old huh...mabe others still Sae Iam ONly 24..Whats there to Be AmAZed ABout..Its rellY time to PLan Well...including my prospect for future...ABle to Do wad..and Looking for the "one" to be there always for me....

    Been Working hard till wee hour lately..for Project V... such amazing things and creativity can comes out Of mY mind..i couldn't imagine it man... Iam pretty touched by the things i did.. but SOmehow Pple asked me..is it all worth while..? my Answer..pretty sure is yEs... even it all Ends up Wif A negative response.. At least i tried..and never regret this path ive taken..not forGeting its 3 Gifts...6 Surprises...9 loves..

    And probably all these leads to My Nightmares Lately...i even Shouted and sCream While i Was asleep and wOKe Myself up...This is So not Right..i tink I must take Those Drowsiness Tablets toNIght to get a good Sleep..ive onlY slept like 3 hours per day for past 2 DAys..Turning INto A Pure ZOmbie.. and most OF the times When iAM Asleep Mabbe reason IS duE to ..i woulD wish To see SOmething ON mY hanDphonE..but Always it Din Appear..tats the reasons For those NIghtmares I guess..Time for Drowsiness Medicine Tonight

    With all These MIxed Feelings..U noe wads the Best way to tell Myself? I been telling thiS to Myself EAch Day..or rather almost Every Hour... even minutes.... AS Long ONe's Happy..Tats all it matters...Time WAits for NO man...and WAdever things u have in Mind..and Feels lIke Doing..JUst Do IT (NIKE) ... And Actually Ive GUessed The Answer to be received IN the End...buT iam Doing This Out oF mY own Will...just need u to be happy...

    Have much things to Share with u ..buts Its always SO hard...just so hard..Be it this or tat..well iam getting overbroad in emoing...i JUst end this here with a note below....


    -PICS ADDING TOnight-

    PS : Dun leave me hanging....
    Its not tiring ...never will it be.....(my motivation)


    pOkE heRe @ 11:21 AM

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