 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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So much things running thru my Mind~
For once i feel like crying all out..but can't ...a guy dun shed tears !! fark the tears ~
but i juz need to voice my shit out...but can't oso..my freaking blog is read by some pple which some stuffs i can't sae out... i relly hope i have the power to change someone..iam sure i can do iT.....The more ChallEnging It is..the more determinE iam.....NOthing stops me !! iam determined ! tats how i have been in life...always DetermiNE to Do the stuff i wan...Wad i WAn Means WAd i wan..Sounds damn Freaking possesive..BUt i slowly see the possesivE side OF mE Haunting mE....i hate tat feeling...i Wish its over..but after all These Ages..and learning From ExperIEnce i GraduallY can"t trust AnyONE at start....Is every guys are There suppose to be at least or sligtly POssesive..? tats how we CAre i suppoSe.... i can;T believe iam DOiNG all this Stuffs again...but iAm doiNg iT WhoLE heartedly... I wiSH i could finD someonE to Confide in..but i Dun Wish Anyone To listen to MY ruBBIsh stories again..it COuld be my character i gUEss... my hEArt sometimes Still felt tat painful..ALthou I thought i HAve overcome This alredy..i always Freaking toLd mySElf...Somethings are BEtter NOT knoWN...The more u Know..the more you noe more truth..and the more u get more heartbreak...Things are better known less..tats How life is...1/3 gone alredy..NOt much Time..juz do wad U Wan..as Long u felt happy and sAtisfied and all this are Meant WorthWhile... QUite a dumb Emo POst..my blog usuallY features MOre CrappY jokes then These Emo Stuffs...but sometimes i need SOmeTHing to DUmP all MY troubles in ...mY blog hElps mE....sounds bORing but fuck it.. iam relly Into it now..i can't control Myself at TImes...pASt fights and quarrels..made ME grew Stronger...iam not a differnet meph..no lOnger the one i am..i can be damn cruel and evil..and i can be damn nice...but considering and lOoking back..Iam still damn a good person LOL....BHB right..but relly..my evil nature dun turns out..the HOrns Dun get out...its kinda impossible..iam a fucking soft person...REal Soft...WORst then MArshmellow... i hate to Have enemies....which i dun even for now...Becoz of this nature..pple told mE iam Naive...which well Hit me..Yes i noe..but its hard to CHange...naive always get bullied...one good example happen SomE time ago..but i Dun wish to tok about it...ive bEen TOo trusting to pple..and always give in...sometimes THings have to be Tuff and Firm....but i can't..this is my character...i alwayS give in ..hate fights and Stress... well i shall JUz see in TIme To come..If i would change..to a better person..and NO lONger Naive... meph U can DO it !! time to pray in next few days..god help me alot...thank u .... pOkE heRe @ 6:55 AM Wednesday, May 14, 2008 EnvioUs
SomeTime i Juz Envy OThers...WOndering IS God Tat Fair to EveryOne.. I always BeLieve god IS...... but i Dun Believe When SomEonE DonE Evil Stuffs..They WIll Be PUnished and Get REtriBUtion in Future....Coz It Dun HAppEn to them At All...
i NOe She Hate mE Still...for wAd i Did...but I juz CoulD nOT give HEr wHAt She wants...IT iS mY Fault...I been Thru This b4 too.... The feeling iS unBearAble....mAbbe ItS retriBUtion..the pERson WHom I Treasure The most.....and Willing to give out all i can...Still Told ME tat in The End....sHe HAve a decision..MAybe Iam JUz not gooD Enuff..... noWadays working almost daily At Club 97...my Social LIkE seems Dying ouT..ha...but iS ok..i HAve a Wish LIst to Buy b4 SchOOL Reopens..IT nEeds at leaSt 1k ++ ..i Need to save save save.. ! ShoP N SAve lOl.... SOMEhoW..i feel...I have 2 PErsonality in Day Life and NIght LIfe....it MIght SOunds Stupid... BUt There is really 2 Differnet me...IN DAy Life when iAm in School....iAm much muCh more quiet and Conservative.....SOMe topiCS Are not suPPOse to Speak Out .....In THe night..ITs So different....Everyone IS So OPen..and Tok So freely...Therefore iTs hard to Adjust.... this Goes back To ...Bad Things Are EAsily lEArnt..While good..Are never tat eaSY to mASter them... When I Start WOrking NIght lIFe...SO mANy "frens" came in ...i CoulD EAsilY reaCh 2.5k Sms per mONth...I OSo DunO How i Sms one...After Going BACk To school..my SMS hardly reach 1k....Tats the differnence of "frens" in night life and DAY life....NIght LIFe is So messy..i TInk i cannot ADapt EAsily inTo It..Theres ALot of THings BEhind iT...WHilSt DAy Life Is ALl About facts and Truths......Night lIFe is ABout Lies and more lies.... and more more lIes..... ExamPLe.... One CoulD have a Gf...and still gets to Flirt AROunD and Telling others Tat He/She got NO Gf..Whilst DAy LIfe pple...WIll sae the Truth and BE very Devoted and TEll others That He / She got A GF ... iam in The day LIfe person...haha so u noe ^^ haha.. well gotta hEAd to BEd WIll Blog SOon...i Love you Bloggy and lAStly...To You: Hope you will be hAppY wif HIm.....Althou I duno whose the HIm ha...but i NOe There will Be one person WHom Will Treat u real well unlike me.... pOkE heRe @ 9:29 AM Saturday, May 10, 2008 FounD this ONlinE..very MeaningFUl ~
Very MeaniNFul NUmbers lol
--〉5230==我爱上你 --〉1372==一厢情愿 --〉5380==我想抱你 --〉7320==今生爱你 --〉1573==一往情深 --〉8070==抱你亲你 --〉1314==一生一世 --〉1240==最爱是你 --〉3456== 相思无用 --〉5360==我想念你 --〉2014==爱你一世 --〉521==我愿意 --〉240==爱死你 --〉537==我生气 --〉360==想念你 --〉520==我爱你 --〉380==想抱你 --〉370==想亲你 --〉73749420==今生今世就是爱你 pOkE heRe @ 10:00 PM Friday, May 09, 2008 A WiSh List
 GabRiel MepH and LyNEtte(The CraZy girl ha) taKen At ZOuk  We Got Too BOred..and Start TakiNg DumB pics
TakeN During Sebestian bIRthday At CluB 97 hmmZ JUZ Came HomE from WOrk...Work Seems AS usuAL..BUt i Seems TO DriFt APart From thE NIght LIfe Stuffs..My SMilEy Face Seems to Fade inTo the Crowd...nowadays...iAM juZ serving Customers BlinDly.... GUess SOmething iS wrong..mAybe DIn Drink Enuff? to get mYSElf InTo hIgh MooD haha... i Feel LIkE BUying LOTs OF clothes...I need the following ! 1) A Silver WAtch ! 2) A gold Necklace ! 3) A white pant 4) A Black Pant 5) A New Belt ! 6) A Stripe Cardigan ! 7) A New Berms (Brown)! 8) A New Studs ! 9) SOme New Stripe Tee SHirts and CollAR Shirts ! 10) A New Girlfren ! LOL yes the 1st 9 Items..i Need to Get Them B4 SchooL reopens ! Its GonnA cost at least 500 i GUess...my BUdget is 500 Bucks for the 9 Items ! last item number 10 CANnot Buy One lol..ANy ONe WIlling to bE number 10 to mE? haha Or can INtro me ?? haha... MUz be pRetty one ok ? haha Met UP Wif NOrVin LAst night...Learn quite alot AboUT inSurances..I tink I gonnA intro THem to my MUm..She wanna Do Investment Wif her moNey..Tink PUtting in ManuLife Shud bE good ! =) Todae goNnA be Off DAy..but i DUno WAnna go Where..i juz Feel Tired REal DAmN Easily lAtely..duno WAds happening..MAybe iam juZ shagged After the chalet.. ! i MIss SO much Stuffs..i WAnna go On Tour !! I Wanna GO RELAX and Take A BReak..THe SchooL Chalet WAs kINDa boRed... EveryoNE waS With EAch group Of CLick..WE Still Thought THe CHalet WIll HElp US to GrouP Together...But too bAD. THey Juz Dun WANna click To us.. GUess this WIll Happen ThruOUT the neXt 3 YEArs.... ok iAM REal Tired..Off to BEd nOW..GyM tml NIGGht !! PUFFfff! pOkE heRe @ 7:36 AM Monday, May 05, 2008 Life isn't relly tat far afterall
juZ weNt For INTerview juZ noW..At Duxton As PArt TIme BArtenDer..but Too bAH..i CAN't FinD The plAce ! hAI Called Jo To ASk..BUt TOo bAD She DIn PIck up..A wasted Trip..DAmn..but IT was NIce ExpLOring Tat Area.. HAha NExt TIme i Wun Get LOST !
Went back to Work At 97 LASt night...Dun SEe MUch FAMiLiar Faces...iAm KInDA getting Abit LOst lAtely....Been Emoing..Duno Why...Mabbe mY period IS here...iAM iNTo very MEssy LIfe...i feel..IAm JUz nOT likE mseLf..i DUno WAds GoinG on....i JUz Hope Everything WILl Be OVer SOon.... WeNt for BIKE reVisioN This MOrning...Class 2A in 2 daYS time..WEdnESday 6th MAY ! tml Still NEed to Go BACk 97 Take BACk My mONey...Tat GUy OWn ME very LOng Le..keep DraggINg an DRAg..can't sTand it lE..KIndA BrOkE lately..NEed to go bACk to Work HARd...and Get To EArn SOme MONey B4 SchOOl reopens.. I HopE mY results aRE good..Or i WIll be DAMn SAd... Its KInDA GooD When I Been TAckLing The GyM Lately...gAin Some GooD weights..From 52KG..iAM like 55kG now...TAts gooD..BUT BEen Drinking lots Of MIlK Powder..and Full Cream ICe Cream and MIlk Stuffs...PLuS ALot oF Fried Stuffs...The bad POint..Getting a Few Zits LAtely..DAmmit..Why Do i get Those NASty SHit..Freak...muZ StArt TO Take CAre of mY ComPLExIOn again... alright time To Slp For Chalet Tml =D bye~ pOkE heRe @ 5:16 AM Thursday, May 01, 2008 ExamS are Over
 Taken At EASt Coast..b4 the SUn Setting down.. =) YeapPpp ExaMS are FInALlY over..Never Been I So HARdwoRKing b4..StuDy and StuDy..For 3 Weeks Alredy Camp At hOMe likE iDioT...WEnt OUt to PLAe LASt NIght At ZOuk....Been Pretty DruNK..but WAs Fun LOl... wad MAtters iS DA fun ~ Out OF the 3 papers i Did...GUess iam GonNA DO ReaL BAd for My Accounts PAper...i Left the WHole Q2 BLANK .......shit mAN..but HopEfulLY i can pASs..Otehrwise NExt Sem Muz reTake..and PAy the pRIce of 1k !! omg.... hmmZ gonnA pick UP BArtending JOb NExt WEek..gonnA heaD for INTerview THis FriDAY i GUess...SAtURday goNNA woRK 97 !! lol.....bAck to 97 working life lol.....start of NIght lIfe is coming again for me...BEen SO HEAlthy Slping at 2+am EAch DAY..nOW MUZ switch BACk slp At 6-9 AM liao lol... I wanan PLAY MAHjong !! waiting for ZHiYUn they ALl to Finish Their Exams..And got MAhJOng KAki LIAO lOl... alright pics AS foLLow DAMn LAzy to Type...  The Act Cute pattern  Janice's new face...7 ZAI  My NEW Face.. =)  Another view =)
After shitting..lol kidding.. pOkE heRe @ 4:57 PM
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