 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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Bleed Till The Damn Tissues tUrnS inTo BloODy REd daRN..So BEA-UTIFUL... hUR...Well joyce Gave me a CALl THis EArlY moRNing at 3am..SOundiNg Abit Drunk ANd very DOwn...Shes Seems Very trouble..BUt ASked her wad happen She DOes noT Feel LIke SAYing...I`am RElly worried for her..she dun seems right...She TolD mE she WenT to Drink AlonE at A puB..Oh MIne This GoT mE EveN more worried..For First Time i Seen Her Behave likE this...i WAnted to GO meet her but She TOlD mE to Sleep Since i got to Work in 2 hours Time...i SmsED Grace to check Out but grace din replIed me...well Joyce HAve to work At 10am..SO at 9am This mORning i Gave her a call..To wakE her UP....Through The conversatioN i Tink She Did NOT Sleep at ALl...something's BAD troubling her...OH My...dear girl...take gooD care of urself Ok? i am here to share ur woes and worries....Anything juZ call mE..i''ll BE there for u anytime... i Juz FounD ouT somethinG recenTly Tat mY Ex iS Aries hOroscope..noT pieces -_- i Always Thought iS pieces LOl..Sorry my bAD....tink back The hAPpy momEnts we got together b4..was real good..neverthelss gooD luck in uR life now...tink tat guy is chasing u ...He looks not bad...thou... ALl the best for u =) saW JAnyse Blog and Sees yenting iS back..WOnders if she remembers my addickdas jacket..yes addickdas ! not addidas...! she promise ME a Fake ADdiDAs JAcket Which Is CALl AddiCKdas ! wif 2 Stripe ! not 3 .!!!!!!!!!! hA...let's sEe if she rememebrs and whether she Turns Up This FridAY at guAng'S BIrthdAY....GooD ChanCe to MEet her...ALSo REad Up SOmeTHIng iN janYse Blog Tat She Is likE alwayS oUTCasT From Her Frens...Seems LIke This hAPpenS to ME too...WEll u`re noT ALone..iam in The SAme SHoes As U ... and u saiD SOmETHing LIkE...Very QUiet Towards Stranger..No Wonder u So Shy To mE everytimE hAHAH..SO U treaT me AS Stranger..What the..?... -_- waTch ONE EpiSode oF Prince Turns Frog...pretty NIce shoW.. bUT Very Time ConsuMing..Always EAt inTo PASs MIDnight oF my Night...and Next DAy Work WIll be 90% concuss....whiLE i Always DoZed Off WHilE drivinG in The moRNing..u COulD see the Car Swivel LEft to Right , Right to Left..mAcham Playing dAytonA..juz Tat there's no Road pItt..ONe DAy I will get Accident onE....If It rellY happens to Me...Dun Buy Me Flowers When U comE HOSpital k? bUY me Fruits can liao Bring SomE mAgaZInes oso can..Especially FHM...u NOe "for HIm Magazine" -_- well Tat's AbouT iT For BlOG todaE..Tata i`am GOnE..... pOkE heRe @ 3:04 PM Monday, February 27, 2006 She Called!
yet AgAIn She CAlled Me LAst few DAys...WHy MUz She Call AGaIN -__- ...i juz Can'T CAn'TttTT..U noE???? do U Ever noE?? HAi is OK....i Am juZ me......i Will noT Get Soft HearTEn AgAIN...
yEap weNT To SmokE see Sha AGain YEsterdaE..ThiS time Wif ApplE FlAvouR...Duno WHy Althou IT DUn REllY Gets Me AddiCted but SOmehoW i Love the Smell AHah..no IDea IF tat is addICtion..buT i Dun Crave For iT Tat muCH...iT's juZ a gooD THing TO relax URselF..AnD the pLAce we WenT lASt niGht waS At OppoSite pARklAne...Cool EnvironmEnt..MUch BEtter then ArAB StreeT !..After they MEt up EdelYn to Take mY Wan Zi PIan Qing HUa ! Hope iT will BE nice as SHe SAe's IT's real NICE ! ..buT i DOubT i Will HAve the Time to watCH....so buSy lAtely...bAH...that SHow HAve 3 VolUMes..at least 20+ EpISodes If iam noT wrong..tat WIll take me ABout 20 HOurs...where cAN I finD a SoliD 20 HOURS?? hAIz........wEll JUZ HopE i`am DoWn WIf SOMe real sickNEss And Get a week's MC lol...(CHOY CHOY!) 3rd mArch This friday LookS likE guang WILl bE celebrating hIS bIRd dAY...duno WAd to Buy For him..MaybE i get u A tomaTO JUICe from The place we WEnt yesterdaE?? WANT?? i Buy u 2 BOTTLEs...u WAN 10 OSO can.. HAhah nEway HeaRd ThAt HE wannA CELbRAte at DoublE O...BUT the problem iS we all underage..lol nid 21 years old for GuyS i Tink..buT mOStly DUn hAve ..And on Girls Side..Will HE ACTUALLY DIAL "HER" no. AnD ASK HER TO COME???Let's See....THis TimE RounD i Vowed to Get him VOmiT and Drunk..IF noT i lEt u BIte me lol.. My TP in A weeks' Time liAO...So CLOse...YET i hAven went For mY revision..GUess i Gotta Book The whole oF next Week For my REvision...iam Getting NErvous Each DAY..as I can't afford to Fail This first Time...it MEant SO much To mE..i DUn waN mY Dad to FolLOw mE to woRK having to WAKe up So bLooDy eARly.... AnD TodaE"s A BAD DAY......Can't BElieve I got CAuGht For LOng hAIr BY The RSM in Camp...Actually WUn Get CAught IF i DUn Help OUT in The Event ...buT no Choice..NO pplE can Come..So Die diE HAve to GO....noW looK likE a toOT pluS nerd PLuS gonG..no kum GOnG...!...tiew si bEI sian...ARmy LIFe suck....GUess GOnnA shAve bOTak ONe more time liao....ji Tao Dun NID tink...I`ve LOSt everYthinG Anyway..LosIng hEr iS A pAInful ONe...neverThelEss i SHall Look Forward..i`am STIll YOunG.hahah....bah... afTEr reADiNG so mANY PplE's bloG somETHing WHich TurnS pplE off if u Blog The BElow POints.. 1) NEver Ever BloG AbouT things pPle DUn NOE LOl..ExamplE : ur ArmY stuffs..Who Da hEll WILl be interested in ur StupiD M16 Rifle toking about How u Go JUnGle CHiong..and ApplY The OXY(THE CAMO CREAM) ... 2) neVER eVER bLOg abOUt raCISt sTUFFS wHICH miGHT huRt Ur vIEWERS...AND U miGht Get Sued in COUrt lol.. 3) nEver Ever bLOg THIngs whiCH are Too OBviouS..there are 2930209023 pple reading ur blOG SO u Will NEver noE..Expect the unExpected... 4) nEver Ever bloG abouT THiNGs which u likE onlY and THings which U UDNerstands onLy...I GUEss THis iS Enuff SAid... bah Juz a Reference ...guEss i HIT SOme oF the poINTs i LISted..Tat why My bloG hiT rate are so PAtheThic..To those reading My bloG thanks For supporting =) Tat's ABouT iT for todaE goTTa Go homE..Tata.. pOkE heRe @ 7:39 PM Saturday, February 18, 2006 vALentinE'S over..
yEaP ValEnTIne'S over..ANd KInda SPenD a DUmB DAY on It...EveryTHing goes SOooO Wrong...For ALl THe PEOplE AROunD mE....SOMe puT aEroPLAnE..Some delAY timing...SOme DIn TuRN up...WHaT Is EveryONE tiNKIng mAN?? Eddy HAve To Wait For 2 HOUrs to mEEt "heR" ...JOvi WIted 4 HOURS? lol ANd mYSElf waitde like After 12 then we mEEt up??
Screw UP dAY..SOoo WROng..... WenT to PARty BOx in The niGHt WIf THem ANd pASs EdE the Cd'S...She Gave me A EAr StuD IN return ..SO Sweet oF her..THanks mAN..i OWn u onE...WILL return onE gifT to u .. tat dAY wAited TILl SO lAte For "her" to COme ...WANnA paSs HER the V daY giFt..yeA i noE SHe WILl read this..BUt There'S NOthing to BE Shy ABouT>.juZ A FrenlY GesTure =D i MEAnt no HARm THou...but MaybE SHe Relly dUn wAN iT..WEll i give up...sInce MaybE u DUn likE ALl THis..i WUn DO ANYmore SUch things AGain...i pROmise...i WILl lEAd a SImplE life..anD not tiNK of ANy more fANtaStic THings or MIRacle THings to hAPpen..OverALl i`am juz a normal Person Ain'T spEciAL At ALl...this iS the 3rd Hit bAck and WIll ENd here .... sEeing COuplES AROUnD on V day RElly MAKes mE jeALouS...ALl my PreviouS relAtionSHip NOne paSsed V day...dArn THis Sux...i wANna Do so mANY things WIf "her" if i have the chANce...(dun Tink ditry _|_ ) ..A simplE cable caR DIninG? oR maYbE A lOvely CAndliT DInner At EquInox? but iS ok lA..liFe still loNG For mE..and i wILL have the cHance...HopE i FinD the ONE... well DUn TOk ABout ALL this saDDist things....BAck to Fun Stuffs...I paSSed mY prac 8 ! heADing For mY TrAffiC pOlice Test in few weeks timE =D...SO exCiting..it waS takeN on Thursday..WHere i Expect TO fail onE.....cAUse it was likE 3 weeks Since i TOuch the biKe AGAin....At the ENding WHen WE takE out REsults THe INStruCtoR TOlD the first 5 Students that they Fail..i See mySElf At the lASt BOOKLet...heaRt waS thuMPing likE it waS gonNA FLy OUt ANY momENt....i CAn Even Feel MY boDY SHIver lol...Coz NERvouS MaH...first HE tolD me..."to bE FrAnk u got 22 poInts" ...ji Tao i SIan 3/4....then HE saID " but i LEt u go THis TIme...REMember to come for MORe revision and PRActice..Cause the TP AIn't gonnA be EASy" ...i immeDiAtely HUg HIm anD kiSSed him..AHhhaAH no lA kidDIng if i KIss hE proLLy gonnA see me in LEsosn 8 again lol.. Well HAPpy LIkE mAD waNted to go Celebrate buT nEXt daY got......DUty TO DO in CAmp which HAve to stay 24 hours inSIde a duMb ROom...WEll i AM right in HEre now at 6am bLogging....2 more HOurs and i SHall LEave this god damn Place..it's saturday MAN ! i caMe Across THis fact in Life....whEN A person WearS unTIl very NIce on Certain DAy..u can See uRself Feeling very ProuD and gooD when waLKing pAss ANyonE..seems likE moraLe bOOster WHere moSt pplE will LOok At u ....So juZ A poinT to NOte.. Fuo Kao Jin ZHuang , Ren Kao Yi Zhuang....( BUddha rely on their gold wear , HUmAN relies ON their OuTFits ) AHhaHa..It's True...WHen U lOOK gooD , u Feel Good...=) Anyway ....nExt time iF u are chASINg A giRL...oR hAve A cruSH on Her...NO mAtter hoW SetbACk u Got From Her...PLs duN F**King Raise voice oR show UNhappy Towards mE...i HAte iT....iT"s NOT ME WHO OWNS U WAD....I hate pPLe to Flare uP On ME..(except mY GF)..... SHall Blog OTher dAY then...pREpAre to Go HOmE le.. TA tA pOkE heRe @ 6:11 AM Monday, February 13, 2006 Nice WeekEnds
Well Not A bAD WeekEnd For mE...Do A Quick Recapped..
  bACk SpiKE ! ( Sheesh got WHite hAIr bAH) FriDAY wEnt To mEEt MinGus AnD LEoRIn To MInD cafe..U noE the plAce where u CAn pLAE BOarD GameS? lol...yeAP BUt in The End WE WenT To PARty Box inSteaD..CoZ the miND cafe iS PAcked WIf likE miLLioN Pple...AlThou MinGus LEft hiS conTact For them to Call When A TablE is Free BUt Still 2 HOurs later Then They CALled..WHich IS kiND oF too lAte..  SO we WenT To paRty Box..YEs iT's PARty BOX noT PARty WorlD oR K boX lol...YEap WenT in And EDdy CAme Along to JOin Us..After tat we INtenDed to Go pAH lAN ..buT in The enD , EDdy ThE PI PI bA PI PU wEnt To Chee HOng then left leoRin MinGus anD guang...boRing mAN...buT in The End i WeNT ouT inSteaD anD tuA them oSO HAHAHha....WenT To eaSt coASt to NUa...hAHa hAD fun Thou... ok SAturdaY Came And Hectic DAy...WenT bACk to CAmp To Do Some Work...hOPefullY can clAIm onE day Off... then iN the EVening MEet BIg gRoup Of pplE to pARty BOX yeAp ..anD 2 HOurs lAter i LEFt For RUSH ! AHahha..Then After Tat PLAyed POOl Wif Jovi..Then WEnt Movie ! SEASONS oF LOVE ! ...not a BAD ShoW..QUite TOuching...WOrth THe monEy Thou =)  SeaSonS For Love....Nice shoW ! CamE SundAY..WeNT To ArAb StReet SmokE Si Sha..Duno hoW u SpeLl..call SHui Yan..buT SomehOW not muCH nIcotinE onE....JUz For fun Only...Even guang tried TOO ! hE DUn SmokE onE LOL !...Anyway it QUite nice smELl BUt DEfinately Too LIght.....hAHa... LookiNG forwaRd on V day.. hAHa 14th Feb.. plAYing A gooD game oF V Game HAhah..WIll UPDate on TaT in 2 DAys TIme..WE shALl See =D Wish ALl Lovers HAd A gooD DAy on Tat...And hAPpy Frenship DAy on It TOo ;p  TOo FreE then Take oNE..  FinALlY A pIC wif SMILe =D pOkE heRe @ 6:28 AM Tuesday, February 07, 2006 YiA koK WEi BIRthdAT !!
 Birthday Boy Wif HeR GirLFren ..All The bESt... (SomehOW She moVed While Taking That WHy The Photo LIkE tat bOoo..)  The FAMIlY.....MeiTing , Kok WEi , MyselF...  The F4.....Faggots 4 ;p (kidding) Look At AH KOk Eyes..HE's DEfinAtely ENjOYING  The nEver EndiNG SToRy.. :> YEA todaE iS koK WEi's BIrthdat 21 YEARS OLD LIAO ......AS EAch YEAr PAss...U matureD So Much....i Relly Envy u KOk wei...u MAtured so Fast...... lOok MOre likE uR bROthers liao...whEn u gonnA mARry IS the first Question Which Struck mY mINd When i See u Wif UR GirlFren....She SeemS likE a very GooD Wife to Be....Really....Do IT SOon Kok wei! i Be UR BriDeSGroom...  SAe CHEESE~  U tiNK PRayINg AR? Hands SO Tight For WAD  The WonderFUL 21Th CAkEy  The StrAWbErries are miNE..Stop LookiNg ANyway HEre's A SPECIAL BIG BIG HAPPY 21Th BIRTHDAY TO U ! THanks For the SumPtouS FooD..iT Rox...and the mARvelOus 21th BirthdAY cAkEy ! piCS WoRth mORe then Words..SHall POSt ALl the pICs then..  KOk WEi'S SKiNnY Dog..BOoOOoooo AnyWAY MEiTing wEnt To hiS biRD DAY too ..TOo bAd Xiu feng iS not here..OR else WE coulD bE more Fun hAHha...  Ah TInggg...AnD AH WebBbb....(shES tryIng to PRove mY FAce iS bIGGer BOoo)  The bROtherlY lOve...NOtice Where ouR Right HAnds Are...WE DoinG SOmeThing HoHOhoO...Secret..  NOW the SIze OF heaD Are MOre SimILAR !! TIngZ pHotogeniC Right??!!  ShE FInally WOn ...HEr heaD iS bigger ;p Darn My HEad iS ROunD..BOoO  OooO FAggoTs 4 AGain =D  TakEn At DoubLE O on FridaY !! TinGZ and JOAnnA pOkE heRe @ 11:53 PM Monday, February 06, 2006 the WorST EmoT IN lifE..
 LefT to Right : (upper row) John , Gary , Kuan Hoon , Yong Qiang , Farhan , Kang wei ,Zhi yuan , and myself ! (lower row) Ye Ling , Xue Fang and Fanny.. Guess this pic most of our primary sch fren will wish to see..a big change in everyone =) mEpH hAS forgot The Meaning OF Fun and LAughter... HAtred? , JEAloUSy?, ANger? , MoodLEss? , SAdnEss? all This CompilE inTo onE...i`am At mY enD oF woRLd.... i AlwayS tolD Myself...hAPpY iS waD u muZ rellY enjOY dailY whEN u CAN...NO mAtter hoW bAD things TUrn oUT to bE...ALl u nid to IS CalMly Sit Down And SloWly Sort ouT the pRoblem..buT this iS the real End oF Way For mE...i`ve loSt the WILlPOWer To Fight oN....THis MIghT souNDS stupID buT DEAth Did FlAShes ThRough mY minD... yEA likE somEonE TOlD mE virGoS AlwAYs Bottled UP things...buT i Am noT onE oF those..i likE to Share my Stuffs and OPen Up mY Ears For oThers when they SPeak...Over The yeArs ive Changed From A SIlENt and QUiet to A EntertainINg ANd noIsy PErson.. So mANY SetbAcks REcenTlY..onE after Another...ENuff to Give me the FInal BLow...to ConCussion...i hAve enuff...God give me A hAND wilL ya...? bRing Me up From this State to A noRmal onE will yA...?? THis iS onE of the WorsT mOOD Swing Ever I had.... hoW mANY pplE ouT there Actually WOUlD care for A PAthethic freAK likE mE...? now i So SCrewed... mEpH why Muz u AlwayS bE the WAY u Are likE now...??? WHy MUz U alwaYS tink U are SPecial From the rest?? WHY ? cAN u FreAKing XplAIn This? .... Friends : Friends Or cruSh? wAd iS the difference? A crush Is A liking to SOmeonE which Will Fades Off in Few dayS if no Pursue or Action iS mAde..... A Friend WIll lASt u A lIfetime anD will Always be there... WHy GoD muZ creAte love In HUmans...? WHy MUz We fALl For ONe ANother...? WHY iS goD SO unfAIr....SO biAS... WHy Do ALl thE chARming ONEs ALwayS get ALl the SweetnEss WHIlE the Lower PRofile(duN do MUch Sweet TokS) ALwAyS fail To Get "her".. waD kinD oF FrenS Do i HAve in LIfe? wAd DO they Treat mE AS?..i kINd oF uSIng MonEy to noE moRE frienDS? what The???..The cAR i Drove ARound Gets mE more FrenS? For GoD SAKe Wad FreaKinG Stuffs Are this.. This Ain'T the truth..bEAt mE back to My ORiGinAl ShAPe plS..... LOve: whAt LOve GonNA bE when It's ALl One Sided PARty...? u GavE ouT all U hAve..and IN retuRN...u got bAck A Silent Answer....Which Gave u No CluE to NO where.... Recently HAd A cruSH on SOmeonE yet agAIN GoES to NOwhere i GUEss...i`AM Such a retARd...buT lucky juZ went ouT wif guang And mEloDy..and notice The SAme Things Tat liES in boTh oF them And i FelT reAl BEtter after tAt....bAh...nEver mINd ABouT this..WIll ContinuE to Blog toMOlo>..TotALly nO MooD At All For nOW...-GonE- pOkE heRe @ 12:14 PM
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i jUz hAte mySelf.....
Too Tired to Blog now....bAH......will Update The Week Tomolo Thou... mEph u Are HORriBLE !! pOkE heRe @ 2:04 AM
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