 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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Not much time lately
bUsy lately..but this pic juZ Make My day Lol
a kindergardeN sChOOl Girl Did It..one Of mY fren Sister..She ROX!  pOkE heRe @ 4:58 AM Friday, June 13, 2008 Tackling ~
Time for new tackles ....gonnA hit mY gym heavy again..and Also gonna eAt LIke mAd again...pluS pluS plUS iam gonna get a job by nExt week !
vitamIN M nO more liao...Need replEnIsh..PLus Court Case Probably Or MOney Issues comIng UP ...gonNA hit hEAvy loses of almost 10k this few Weeks...gonNA chase All MY mONey BAck..Time to Buck up.... SChoOl startiNg soon..hEArd got Pre EnroLMent Shit again.>Dammit SchoOL fees again ..Another 6k INvolve..freakIng 16k in juZ 1 month....hAI... JUz Had an Accident lately...Plus got cAught for ...DriNK driving...BUt lUcky the MG dun hit MY level..now waitin for Further iNvestigation.....only 26th I will noe the results...ive regreT totally about getting the Accident...Hope u Guys are NOt injured..tat ALl it mAtters...And the worst Scenario Is getting mY license DisqUalified For A year...haiZ..no One to Blame..JUz mYself...not MUch ABout Drinking thou...iam ClearlY aware Of the hazarDs and Spd iAM at...but Nevertheless iTs over..GonNA heAd to the TEmple to get SOme praYing..tats the last THing i caN Do..last 10 dAys to Drive oNce i got mY car..thereAfter 90% is DisqualliFied..the 10% is when I Killed all the POlice iN singapore..then I confirm SAfe lol.. 1 Year is damn Long la...sian...but is ok ...this is a good LEsson for mE to learn...BUt An expensive onE.. dad and MUm..iam sincerely Sorry and hereby Apologize to u 2....the words dad Spoke and sms to me..First time causes Me to cry ON spot upon reading.....i can't hOld bAck My tears...Since So Long i Cry till this way..Sounds like A wimp..but is ok...Its real Touching..Any human wilL react this way...Dear Dad and Mum...i may Be too Useless and UNfiliAl this time Round..iam Sorry..i hopE u guys UNderstand This is the FInal And lASt thing Tat i Will Do to Dissapoint u ..I will Buck UP from Now on...Even U guys can Come out the Penatly Fines...I noE its KInda tight at HOme right now..but even U guys can Pass me the money..I feel REluctant to use it too...but going Jail for 6 mOnths as the alternative..isn't real Nice too..oNce iam iN ..i weAr the tAg of Ex convict For life....getting mY degree will Be useless i Guess...EveryonE will be Afraid Of me liao... but Still.. I Would lIke to THanks dad and mum for giving Me so MUch support..bEeN toking to Them very much Lately..i rellY understand My dad and MUm real well Now...Which parents on earth Dun care aboUT their Son And DAughter..Its pARt oF their heArt and MInd..the words Dad SPokE to mE..trigger everyThing ON me........ mY heart waS real Pain as I got The accident..Lucky NO pplE was INjured Nor Did I Hit anyOne..oTherwise probably sentence to dEAth...to Be frank..i Din relly noTice the Road iN FronT Of mE....was Looking elsewhere....BUt thank god I diN Hit anyOne.. Alright..gonNA blog Till Here..tml iS JasmiNe's BIRthday..they camE MIne last year..i shalL Attend this year Of hers Too...i goNna bURn UR hAir JASmiNE lol...take care huh ahah.. Alright time to rest... PS. THANKS DAD AND MUM....HopefulLY mY Sister DUn read This BLog oTherwise She Noe..She gonNA kILl me.....Sealed ~ tats it BYE ~ pOkE heRe @ 10:52 AM Monday, June 09, 2008 The reason i cough...
heavy Cig lately...coz of??? the boxes ! even Had slight asthma coming back..But is ok..at least i complete it...i dun need anyone's Sympathy when saying all this...i juz wanna stats the fact and harDshIp Of DOing the BElow...Spend pretty SOme time collecting The boxes and SMoking LIke ChIMney..now I can Rest oN Cig....
the name OF this shall Be...THE REASON I COUGH !! lol i have Never lIke to smoke..most pplE noe lol...but one have to sacrifice...for the sake of...... mabbe this might Be nothing to U ..but juz hope u would like it..take care of it for me =) thanks  27 boxes ~in total ^^        sometimes i jUZ noE alot of things...but i Choose to continue follow the path...i dun noe HOw much Am i worth in ur heart....i guess it mIght not be much...coz theres many guys Out there too...tink thru wad I told U last night...... i Been thru differnet Peaks too...tao Hua or not tao Hua..oso been thru liao... i noe How It is lIke when tao Hua luck Is wif u ....its Hard to accept When my godBrother told me those stuffs..BUt i noe its even harder for u .... i duN wanna get drift to the category of being a side cast..or rather "fling" to u ......coz i have never intend to do tat to u ....never ever...coZ i told u ..starting and starting r/s Again is relly tiring..all i need Is one ...onE day If u NOtice i slow things down..Is course..iam Still waiting for u to fixed Ur mind...i will onLy bE able to go all Out..only if ur mind is set... i dun Wish and expect MUch..coz i noe how MUch it hurts if I ever expect too much..the fall is real great..Had twice b4...and I always told Myself...expect the unexpected...take it easy.. the rest Is up to u...tink thru slowly..i wun rush u...iam always here for u ... 0524 0624...so on.~ 
pOkE heRe @ 4:03 PM Saturday, June 07, 2008 Choices in Life
Life is full of Choices..to Decide on Something.....everyone will have everyday choices... ==)
recently cough damn heavily...Damn JIalart..Tink My lUngs GonnA drop Off..lol tink Smoke too much liao..noW i tink mY lungs as Black as Charcoal liao...can Spark and PUt fire liao lol haa kidding..no la not tat heAvy..still Average....i gonnA stop lEsser SOon....mabbE a Stick a DAy haha... Life is all About hAPpIness...the choices i Made have to make Myself hAppy....i noe wad to do... i WAs once said Naive....now iam totally a new person..No longer tat...reason being....Hurhur nvm... path is for me to choose....as Long as iam happy... tats all ~ pOkE heRe @ 8:31 AM Friday, June 06, 2008 Real good sleep
Oooo had some good sleep ....tink i need to slp more lol...being Piggy iS not bad...
hOPEfullY next week can get BACk to Work.....SchOol reopening SOon too...time To tackle Stuffs again... i MIss school...i MIss schoOOLLl Soo MUchhh lol.... soon After i get bAck to SchOOl I hate it lol nAturally hmmZ... well PARty this weekend probably..see ANYone got ANy places to go ~ do tell me ~ .. iam Off ~ pOkE heRe @ 1:19 PM Thursday, June 05, 2008 its so hard..
juZ came bACk from temple and did SOMe PRaying..THanks for the not SO bad results i got For My SIM studies ~..and someThing Tat i pRAyed for...but this shall not be disclose till It happen ~
actually TodaE suppose to Cut my Hair..BUT enD up Reach there..mY HairDresser Not There..oNlY cOMing bACK nExt week DAmmit..gotta WAit now....nvm Juz ADmire My Hair a While more lol....too Long LIke Damn Ugly oso lol... Met up Wif DioN and guang Came LAter to jOiN us....Went mAKan then wALk around..... Recently too Many THings Crossed My mind..GUess i Juz take One step at a Time...Be iT work..Be IT FamilY ...be It mONey Stuffs..Be it Her.... SOme things JUz happen this way..U juz Gotta Take it.... soMetimes i SeriouslY need some Assurance from her....ive Done lots of things...but somEtimes its juz duN get it well in response...ive Devote all my top priority and times for her..and i Hope she can do the same too..i dun expect tat much..mAybe iam JUz not good Enuff...mabbE i juZ couldn't be in her...but at least Some Assurance...even AS simple things as replying My sms when ur out..iam easily satisfied....but i Tend to be Kinda possesive..But i try To Control...siNce i NOe what uR character iS....SomEtimes the THings one SHud do...u muZ tink THru whether ur DOne it.....aiyah nvm i Duno waD iam toking...i hitting mY bed to rest....more stress comINg lalely...work money studies...Grrr.. sometimes i JUz hate myself...i hate myself For Being mYself....iam sorry if I done anything wrong.... ive tried my very best..and have no regrets in future. Life is tuff...Life is tiring.. but life is fun if ur heart is wif me.... pOkE heRe @ 6:18 PM Wednesday, June 04, 2008 All i need is ur trust..
i can't believe wad my "frens" / Brother said to me...iam too kind by nature..i dun wish to sprout anything bad about u guys....but at my ends..i have to do it..coz u gUYS did It to me.... i alwayS believe ActioN speak Louder THen words..When i Said my HearT true..mAbbe Its hard FOr U to believe...But everyTHing i Told u is true...WAd U heard iS the side oF otheR pplE which Anti me one..and also Jealousy pple...u can Run A check...of wad I have tolD u All...every word is real and true..
Ur the first person i did someTHing todae...i never Believe I wilL Ever Do tat..althou iTS a short term SInce we noE...yet i Still manage to Do tat in FronT of u...its NOT coz Iam drunk..iam Totally awake..and Knowing Everything i Do...iam DOing things bEyond mY oWn BElief..my frenS duN even BElieve iam Doing tat.... mabbE u might tink iam JuZ sweet Toking....tiNK thru oF wad i did..and WAd i SAe...all i wan is ur trust..OThers are never aNYmore IMportant.. sCorPio is the one i Noe the most..and i noe whats IN their miND..IN time to Come...everything will tell How true my heart is...We both Been thru night life TImes...we know wads the real Meaning......last BUt not lEAst....i juz Hope need Ur smilE each Day....others Are nO lONger imPORtant.... pOkE heRe @ 8:30 AM Monday, June 02, 2008 my heart juz so true to u..
mabbe u might Not Believe Wad iam SAying..when meph sae wad..he meant it...my frens noe IT well..i Hope ur heart is true too.and i totally BElieve wad u have said to me... I cherish U alot..more then anything....more then anyone i noe..Coz Ur the onLY one in mY mind now... i dun care wad others saE..i will juz continue to show u wad i am... Coz i totally believe in u..but juz remmeber..dun let me get heartbreak..once iam heartbreak..i Juz give up....i hope u undersTand..we BOth been thRu alot..we BOth Know wAds night LIfe is....when Iam serious i am...i dun joKe arouND.. =)
your all in My mind now..noThing Else.. IAm JUz Afraid When SchooL starts..whEN I cAN't COmmit NIght life..i will feel very shag..ALl I need iS uR Assurance and trust...bElieve me iam Serious when i said so...the FOllOWinG will bE for u To see...i TOld u Everything about mE..JUSt Slowly Tink Thru wad I SAid...i hopE u UNderstand....i noe i can Change u ! and i BElieve i Wil..Blog MOre will jUZ sounds more Emo and Dumb..juZ 3 Words..i miss u ~ pOkE heRe @ 5:43 AM
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