Fa|Th , DeVoTiOn , DeDtiCaTioN

yeS the WEe HOurs and Iam Right here BLogging...

Just HAd a lOng lOng day...Thou 5 HOurs of Tution Aren't ALot..BUt the travelling AROund took ME A gooD soLId Hour Or So...

New student ToDAy..A priMAry 1 Boy ANd pRimARy 3 Girl....Come to TiNK of The past WHere I was lIke them..LEarniN how to Do The basic AdditioN SubTractioN..MultipLicatioN And DiviSion...It all Seems LIkE ABC to Me RIght NOW..LooKing at their Exam papers...i Was Left Wondering..WHy Can't I seems to Score Full MArks lASt time... Haha..iAM pretty SUre if i WAs to Take the paper..AN 100 MArks Will Not be Spared ;p I wouLD bASically GRAb All the poINts OUT there and FASciNAte THe teacher and MAking mYself a Gifted Student hAha..

OH Well..Woke up At 12 + PM..then Prepared ANd HEaded to AMK to teach the students...After tat it was about 6pm..HAd MY Dinner...A FIsh Cutlet Spagetti ..WEe mY fav SpAg... After tat HEAded to Teach the Sec 2 Student..I always Felt reLUctant to Go over this student PLace..as Teaching HIm Is quite teDIOus..BAsICally SOmetimes..HE Bombard Me wif Questions SUch as ..WHY DOES THE SKY LookS SO RED WHen its GOING TO RAIN...

GOD damn it..i WAs likE ...WTF ...UR syllabus DUn Require u TO NOe tat..BUT as A teacher.. I tried ( I REPEAT TRIED) to ANswer HIs DumB question...REasonS for the SKY Being REd when GoinG to RAIN? OH SIMPle la...

Meph : U noe WHY? ( Knowing that sec 2 REquires BIRth Control, Sexual Education TOpics) i Told HIm...BECAUSE...the sky IS HAVing MEnstruation CYCle..THus BlooD needs to Be Discharge...LOL

OK i was kidding..

I simplE use mY Own theory ANd Explain SOme SHitty Things to HIm.....Coz I told HIM SOmething ABout the SUN Shining oN it.. and Cause The Clouds iS too dense..and thus Reddish Effects Appear..god DAMn it..wadever ...sec 2 Would not question Much but "believes" what the great Teacher Teach him...Fuck this..

OH Well..after tat I headed The journey HOmE...Was TolD to Head DOwn to Parklane to meet up ..BUt Was Too Tired and LAZy to Travel ALl DA way DOwn..

Right now its like 4am...And SOmething Ran Thru My mind...Tinking oF What Mrs. T wrote on her bLog..Something Bout LIStening to Emo songs..u Will tend to Be unhappy...And guess wad..This random god DAmn Freaking song BY Wu Ke Qun - SHA Gua JUst played while i was HAving mY Stick OF nicotine..

"QI SHI Ta Zuo De Huai SHi WO Men Dou Dong ( Every bad things she does...we all knew it)"
"XIANG XINg Zhe GE TA BU YI Yang ( Believing She changed for the good)"
" Sha Gua Wo MEN DOU YI YANg ( Dumb ass just like me) "

OH Well...CAme BAck To pONder oN ..HOw well So n SO Treated Me so damn blardy good and I Just diN Cherish it...things are just this way....ONe UsuallY DuN Cherish Much When SOmeone TReats u good.. WHen Its all over and gone..U start TO regret..

Miss A Was So Nice to ME back Then ... Guess i was too Young and Immature..and DIn cherish it well.. If time Can turn BAck..i wouLD nEVer let THis chance go away...

Miss L was so sweet too..Bought things for me during so and So occasions... THings that i Still Wore and Cherish TIll This day...BUt it was Not mY fault..It Was hers...BUt guess I Would Still cherish Those THings SHe bOught foR me...CoZ She relly Noes wad I want and need...( NOT SEX)

Miss M was the sweetest Wife to be i got to sae... DOtes oN mE..treat Me LIke a Treasure...always Giving in and Such....but just too POssesive... tats WHy we broke.. But still WhiLE packing My Room Tat day...Memories Flashed Thru My MInd....Shes wrote A good Memory IN mY life diary..I will never Forget her..

OUt of All the R/s i Had..this 3 Are real Significant ONes to Mention ABout..THey are the ONes that I din Grab hoLd Well Enuff in The past...If onLy i coulD turn BAck time....naive is just the best suited Word FOr ME back Then...IMMature too..

Till This last bitch who Entered mY life...Ive alredy DOne Things BEyond Imagination..doings THings Surpass HUmans Capability...ANd Yet....SHe Made me A fool and Make full "use" of me... Thou ONe WIll SAe..wads there to Lose for guys? For god sake...WE(man) know What Love is too.. Love relly made onE Blind..Aud said tat to mE previously too...U will JUst do Every Thing BeyonD UR LImits and Create that Spark needed.... ( AI QIng Chong HUn Le Tou) (Love BRainwashes ONeself) ... tiNKing back Of all the things ive DOne For her....LIKE mR guang Once said...Why waste TIme on her..Isn't iT better to Do THis For Someone ELse..? Not for SOmeone WHo Is SO FLirt and All OUt to Play one OUt....

What MOre can U Expect..When breaking UP is gonnA Occurs...jUST BEcause Someone Said SOme Shit ABout me and my past...SHe RAther CHoose to LISten to wad Others SAy..DEspite me doing so many Wonderful things for her? Lending her a SUm of Amt For Her divorce?

I dun even Have a chance to Explain Myself and defend Myself... She just listen to one bitch tat SMS her telling her all about My past and Stuffs.. even breaking Up..she CAn't be BOTher to Let me Explain And defend mYself..Just Be Cold and choose to Ignore me... And i WAs SO fucking Nice to Help Her BOrrow MOney All From MY god Bro and Sis just to hElp her Out IN her Divorce Fees... It took Me So MUch troublE and Pride to Borrow From MY closed onEs...and After she gotten the mOney she just loosen things UP and give excuses TO break UP...

HAve U Even Got a damn Bloody Heart? Does Evilness Which U once were to me...Filled ur miND once again?? Its so true to believe.." NEVER BELIEve THOSE TAT HURT U b4"
ALl i can sae..U Acted Damn farking well all these 2 mONths..ur PLot , ur Everything will SIMplY wins U best actress(bitch) award 2010...

Blame Myself For Being Blind...For I could simply take revenge oN u...but i Choose noT to Do So...Coz mY mind iS not as Evil as u .... i Mean Whats the POint of Being evil IN life....Life is JUst so short..Can't one just BE nice? At least U feel Better when U close ur eyes Each Day...Ive still Got so Much to TOk about u ...each day passed and iam so vexed and IRritated about All those wonderful THings I did For u .. Why WAs I So FOolIsh...Right now no one WOuld wanna be in MY State... Ive bet the sms u said..."i wished to Help u ..but i can' right now...i noe how tough position u Are in now..." Is all Just Purely Words from the foot of urs... u din even freaking shed a tear ive guess..lets Hope ur daughter woulD not FoLlow ur footsteps...and karma will come for u...

IF u happen to read this and wanna confront me.. dun hesitate..

PS : Sorry for the above post to those readers out there... i just need a place to throw my emotions into...blog is the best place for it.. after this post i will be ok !

pOkE heRe @ 4:09 AM