![]() Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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Whenever in doubt..Just be happy!
In life..Whenever IN doubt...Just be Happy !
Happy and think lesser just lead to better life.... Iam stuck wif school , projects and 2 Part time JObs lAtely....Working lIke Hell just to clear up something... Family warmth is still the BEst as compared to Anything Else....IN this Update..i WIll OnlY wan to THank mY sister....25 Years with Ya...and You relly Let me lEArn A good Experience... I hate to just update bLog wif Words..But iam KInda too Busy to even Upload PIctures... BUT iam ClearED Wif mY MInd right now... Feb 3rd Is coming Soon...DOomsday I must say...Its a LIfe turning POint for mE.....WIth this Situation Coming..I believe Many Things WIll Change...BUt the TOp Priority That Will Change is mY mentality.... I hate the process OF growing UP..It Just take Too Much setbacks For mE to Learn...LIfe could NOT be as Dramatic AS mine.....But still i accept It... At least i Manage to LEArn through All THese Rubbish... Few more HOurs to WOrk again...And I Can sense Sunday CominG !! mY OFF DAYYYY but still i got to work at night at Atlantis...Well..MOney to Me is pretty IMportant RIght noW...IAm working ReaL hard... SOmetimes A hard LIfe will Lead u To Better UNderstand THings ARound U... PS : MOney is the root of all Evil... pOkE heRe @ 7:14 AM Saturday, January 09, 2010 I Hate My Life
Iam turning into someone who i can't even regonize myself.... I hate myself for being myself right now....
I relly duno what i want... call me immature or wadsoever...iam boiled down to Too MANY things...If only anyone's life could BE as Dramatic as MIne..i Will hailed him/her... - I hate myself for drinking too much...(Because i couldn't stop myself...i just wish to get myself Drunk And get a good sleep).... _ I haven slept for more then 24 hours in the last whole week...(6 days) - Iam neglecting my studies...( i noe i shud not do this) - Iam not the real self which i use to be...iam't turning into a devil.. - If time coulD Turn BAck...i WIll truly repent... - God, Thank you for the promises u answered me...IT came all true..BUt i needed SOmething Better...God noes wad i want...and iam Willing to offer my gratefulness to U as promised... - I still owe Mr. guang alot...Maybe his more mature then i do... - I have no future...( maybe? if i stop school right now) - Thanks to those who consoled me..But deep in my heart.. i noe u guys are consoling me....Maybe one day U guys SHUd listen to 2 sides of the story and maybe u guys would ScolD me... - I have no where else to post my feelings other then my dear Bloggy..Its been a month since i last bLog...iam trying to but iam just too busy wif work school and emotionals stuffs... - Can someone just give me a tight slap to wake me up....MY Parents are dissapointed wif me....I jolly WEll Noe ALl ABout it..But mY SAME OLD fucking character is just boycotting their concern and care... - WHen Will I ever Tink ABout all these .....Maybe iam relly lost..real lost...someone pls help me... i shud not even live in this world at all...MY LIFE IS a fucking drama that can never happen to Anyone Else... - Time will tell....wounds will heal...Busy will be the key to heal myself... - Last but not least..i never want to have enemies .....U are the only one whom i want to beg for forgiven..Pardon Me for DriNKing tat day and cause all these UNhappiness...iam truly Sinful and remorse....Just wish for ur forgiveness... - Last but not least..Meph...u not urself anymore.... PS: God knows..FUck You Meph! pOkE heRe @ 9:22 AM
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