 Name: mEpH Age: 24 Sex: Male DOB: Date is confidential School: In SIM now..! Car: Lancer Glx 1.6(white) Bike: Kawasaki KRR 150(sold)(Green) Email: webby008@hotmail.com Msn: webby008@hotmail.com ♥ Estee's Blog ♥ Christopher's Blog ♥ Janice Is Butter's Blog ♥ Tangwee's Blog ♥ Ling's Blog ♥ Amanda's Blog ♥ Priscilla's Blog ♥ Selene's Blog ♥ Ellis' Blog ♥ Cristal Blog ♥ Christine's Blog ♥ Esther's Blog ♥ Irene's Blog ♥ Ariel's Blog ♥ Cher's Blog ♥ Sharon's Blog ♥ Mei Ting's Blog ♥ Janice's Blog ♥ Melody's Blog ♥ Guang's Blog ♥ Jasmine's Blog ♥ Melvyn's Blog ♥ Shivonne's Blog ♥ Tze Kian's Blog ♥ Edelyn's Blog ♥ Jovi's Blog ♥ Hui Xian's Blog ♥ Mei Fong's Blog ♥ Jane's Blog ♥ Hui Fang's Blog ♥ Winnie's Blog ♥ Elsa's Blog . . +( ( a b o u t . m e ) )+ . . . Name: EsTiQuE mEpH Belongs to: Estefania Lin Xin Yi~ Hobbies: To Hop around. Gender: Male Primary school: Da Qiao Pri Sec school: St. Gab Sec Tertiary School:Temasek Poly University:Singapore Institute of Management Horoscope: Virgo Birthday: 13 Sept 85 Hair colour: Brown Eye colour: Black (doh?) Skin colour: In between fair and tanned Address: Hougang Ave 8 Blk 633 Email add: webby008@hotmail.com Right or left handed: Right Marital status:Iam Gay! Siblings: 28 years old sister When u wake up: When i feel like? When's ur bedtime: When i dun feel like? . . . +( ( Have you ever ) )+ . . . Tried smoking: Yes. Kinda suck Drink alcohol: If driving then lesser Been hurt emotionally: This question sux Kept a secret from anyone: Who doesnt? Been on stage: yeahhs Kiss a girl: yEap(mum including too?) Been in love: yEap . . . +( ( Favourites ) )+ . . . Day: Friday Colour: Green Food: Japanese food Drinks: Plain water Number: This one is secret... Character: None Sports: All sports which start wif "B" except Ballet Song: Janice - Dai Ko (Big brother) Movie: Faces of Death . . . +( ( do u believe in ) )+ . . . Love: 50/50 Faith: 50/50 Urself: Lost hope Ghosts: er. nope Angels: 50/50 God: 90/10 . . . +( ( last 24 hr ) )+ . . . Hurt by someone: Maybe Miss someone very much: Who dun? Cried: Seldom close to none Met someone new: No Met someone Old . . . +( ( love life ) )+ . . . Do u have a crush on ur teacher: I wan to crush them Have a secret admirer: I tink so?(whahah BHB) Do u wanna get married: Told u i was gay Plan on having kids: How to have kids with 2 dic*s? Age to get married: Gay Nid not declare to the govt How many kids do u want: Gay kids Hav kids before marriage: nuuu Do u have a crush: Gotten crushed What do u want most in a relationship: Pureness Love or Lust: No love no lust, no lust no love WoRlD iS cRuEl , LovE iS BlinD LosT in SaDneSs , BluR in MinD hEaRt iS bRokEn , FlamE haD diEd TimE hAs pASsEd , BuT Why ArE YoU StILL noT miNE
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I Hate My Life
Iam turning into someone who i can't even regonize myself.... I hate myself for being myself right now....
I relly duno what i want... call me immature or wadsoever...iam boiled down to Too MANY things...If only anyone's life could BE as Dramatic as MIne..i Will hailed him/her... - I hate myself for drinking too much...(Because i couldn't stop myself...i just wish to get myself Drunk And get a good sleep).... _ I haven slept for more then 24 hours in the last whole week...(6 days) - Iam neglecting my studies...( i noe i shud not do this) - Iam not the real self which i use to be...iam't turning into a devil.. - If time coulD Turn BAck...i WIll truly repent... - God, Thank you for the promises u answered me...IT came all true..BUt i needed SOmething Better...God noes wad i want...and iam Willing to offer my gratefulness to U as promised... - I still owe Mr. guang alot...Maybe his more mature then i do... - I have no future...( maybe? if i stop school right now) - Thanks to those who consoled me..But deep in my heart.. i noe u guys are consoling me....Maybe one day U guys SHUd listen to 2 sides of the story and maybe u guys would ScolD me... - I have no where else to post my feelings other then my dear Bloggy..Its been a month since i last bLog...iam trying to but iam just too busy wif work school and emotionals stuffs... - Can someone just give me a tight slap to wake me up....MY Parents are dissapointed wif me....I jolly WEll Noe ALl ABout it..But mY SAME OLD fucking character is just boycotting their concern and care... - WHen Will I ever Tink ABout all these .....Maybe iam relly lost..real lost...someone pls help me... i shud not even live in this world at all...MY LIFE IS a fucking drama that can never happen to Anyone Else... - Time will tell....wounds will heal...Busy will be the key to heal myself... - Last but not least..i never want to have enemies .....U are the only one whom i want to beg for forgiven..Pardon Me for DriNKing tat day and cause all these UNhappiness...iam truly Sinful and remorse....Just wish for ur forgiveness... - Last but not least..Meph...u not urself anymore.... PS: God knows..FUck You Meph! pOkE heRe @ 9:22 AM
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